Beautiful Pain (A caster story)

Part 2 - Scene 1

                                                                        MARIA'S P.O.V

  It's the first Monday of September. And things couldn't get any better. I hope you understand that I mean it sarcastically. I mean I wish I was at my old home with my old friends. Now remembering the last year I feel very stupid about the fact that I used to complain a lot about them.

  They knew the real me. I mean they knew my dark secret. They knew I was a caster and they didn't ever let me alone. They were always there by my side even at my worst moments and my worst days.

  It was his death that fucked up everything. His death caused everything. It came all of a sudden and I wasn't prepared. My friends tried to help, but I couldn't let them in anymore. I felt like I couldn't let anyone inside of my life.

  In that time I used to feel like I had to break every connection that I had with this world. I thought that I should go into an island were I could be all alone. That's what I wanted in that time, and sometimes that's what I want even now. I really can't explain it though.

  I had to get ready for school. It was the first day of a new school year into a place where I didn't know anyone.

  I was feeling very uncomfortable, but somehow my mum would never allowed me to stay home and not go to school.

 I got dressed up as fast as I could. My dress up was very simple, nothing complicated. I wore a pair of black skinny jeans and a black t- shirt with the name of a band that I never heard. Like always I didn't forgot my black all star converse.

  I decided to leave my hair in their natural mess. I always left them like that. I didn't care much about my look. Maybe cause I always thought that I wasn't pretty enough.

  My mum was one of the most beautiful caster out there and I always felt like I was the worst match for her. It's not my thought. This is what everyone said about me since when I was a little girl. My mum always tried to protect me from this words, but I think that there are several things in the world that you can't be protected of and one of them was the truth. You could never be protected from the truth, no matter how hard it was.

 I ran downstairs and had my cup of cacao like I always did.

 -Wow, you're early today.- my brother said to me.

  I never felt like talking to him, he was older than me and he thought that he was always right no matter what. That was the first thing that made me angry about him. I could write down a lot of nasty things about him, but I never felt like doing it.

  It was time for the big entry. I decided to walk to school. I don't know why but I didn't feel like letting my mum drive me to school. If it was on my hand, I'd never bring her in there.

 SO THIS IS ANOTHER CHAPTER OF THIS STORY. I'M JUST WRITING WHATEVER COMES INTO MY MIND. SOMEHOW I'M SAYING EVERYTHING THAT I THINK. I HOPE YOU'RE  LIKING IT SO FAR.

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