Beautiful Pain (A caster story)

Part 9 - Scene 2

                                                                DEAN'S P.O.V

  I can't believe this. I can't believe it was all about her since the beginning. Well, I guess now I can explain all those weird feelings I had when I was around her.

  What was next? I really don't know. All I know is that it was all about these moments. It was all about these minutes that she was in the passenger seat of my car. In these moments we could be friends or enemies. I wouldn't blame her if she would start to hate me from now on.

  I know I was't what she expected. The boyfriend of the most popular girl in the school. Maria was about to go through some bad shit if anyone would find out about this.

  I decided to start a normal conversation with her, just like any other kid at my age would do.

 -So uhm, what kind of music do you like?- I asked her. I know it was a lame question, but in the moment I couldn't find a better one.

 -I don't know. I like Miley, 5SOS, 1D, Green Day, Demi Lovato, Beyonce, Michael Jackson and others.- she said with a low voice. I could say that she was way too tired to talk to me.

 -Same, but not Miley. I don't like her that much.- I said to her.

 -Why not Miley?- she asked me.

 -I don't know. She did some bad ugly stuff in her videos and her concerts.- I replied.

 -I think people don't get the real meaning. I don't blame her for acting that way. I would do the same if my boyfriend did to me what he did to her.- she said to me. 

 -I guess you're right at some point.- I said to her. It was crazy. One minute we were screaming at each-other like crazy, and now we're talking about random shit.

 We stood in silence for the rest of the road, which wasn't that much. 

 -You should better leave me in here.- she said.

 -Why?- I asked her. I didn't want to say goodbye to her this soon.

 -Did I ever tell you that I've got a big brother?- she said to me. This time her voice was different. I guess you can say that it was friendlier than ever before.

  -Is he like you?- I asked her.

 -Yes he is, but he's one of the good ones.- she said to me.

 -What about you?- I asked her.

 -You'll find out pretty soon!- she said to me and with that she was inside of this house closing the big black gates behind her back. 

  I realized that it was time for me to walk away. I checked the clock and hell yeah it was getting late to go home in time. I'm sure that my nanny right now, knew that I ditched school. I was just hoping that she didn't know the reason.

  I drove my car as fast as I could. Like I thought. She already knew that I wasn't all day at school. 

 -Were you with her?- she said to me.

 -It was her all the time.- I said to my nanny.

 In her face, I could tell there were multiple feelings showing on. It was clear that she had no clue of what I was talking about.

  Without saying a word she dragged me into her room. It was a place where I wasn't allowed to be, so I guess this time it was some serious shit going on.

 -What are you talking about?- she said to me.

 -The dream.- I said to her. I was sure that she knew about my dreams, but I could see that she didn't know anything about them until now.