Beautiful Pain (A caster story)

Part 10 - Scene 1

                                                                        MARIA'S P.O.V

  This day was the craziest of my life. I still can't believe all that happened today. It was him. It was him all the time. Well, I guess now I can believe all those weird feelings I had when I was around him.

  Since the first minute I came into this town I had this strange mix of feelings. Until now I never thought that all of these would happen, but now it's different.

  I don't know what to do. The whole time I was in his car I thought that the best for me was to go home, but now I'm not that sure. I don't know if the best place for me to be right now is here at home. They wouldn't understand. When I first told my brother about Dean he went like crazy. My mum wasn't someone who I could talk to for this kind of things. I was left alone with no one by my side.

  Maybe I was going dark after all. It won't be any surprise for me if in 2 months I would see gold eyes and a dark tattoo in my left hand. 

  Probably these were all signs for it. These were all to prepare me for when I'd go dark. I didn't want to, but it looks like my destiny is already written and there's nothing I can do to change it. I wish there was a way.

  While thinking all these things and walking into my room, I saw my brother standing in front of the door. By the look of his face, a friendly talk was the last I should expect from him.

  -They all know.- he said to me.

 -Know what?- I asked him. There was no way in this world that the others in this town know what I was for real. There was no way they could know I was a caster.

  -That you ditched school in order to go with some boy.- he said to me.

 -It's true, I ditched school, but I didn't know that he was going to come after me.- I tried to explain, but it was useless.

  -Put an end to all your lies. - he shouted at me.

 -I ain't saying a lie in here.- I shouted back.

  By the look of the things, there was no chance into some good. The storm was about to start, but honestly I didn't care. Why should I care anyway? I'm dark. Dark casters don't give a fuck about others. They only care about themselves and that's what I should do too. 

  I was tired trying to understand others. I was tired from the looks of pity that I always had in every family reunion. I needed to change that.

  -Oh really? You're not saying any lie? Now you're calling me a liar?- Sean said. Yeah his name is Sean in case if I never mentioned it before.

 -I'm not calling you a liar.- I said to him.

  Outside the rain had already started. It won't be long before the thunders start and then we'll all have a beautiful storm, caused from my anger and my pain, but mostly anger.

  -I told you to stay away from him.- he said.

  -I did that, but he was the one to come after me.- I said.

 -Lies. These are all lies. Every word that you're saying is a fucking lie.- he said.

  I tried to play the last card that was on my hand. It was the only way he could calm the fuck down. If this didn't work then I don't know. I'm really scared from what might happen tonight. I'm scared from what I might do.

  -Do you know who he is?- I said to him.

 Sean was confused. It's funny how you can get confused by a simple question like this one. It's funny how powerful some simple words can be.