𝓣𝓱𝓮 𝓒𝓾𝓻𝓼𝓮𝓭 𝓑𝓵𝓮𝓼𝓼𝓲𝓷𝓰 (Slow Updates)

Chapters 29 Feelings

MRIDULA POV

Life isn't as simple as it is

'SOMETIMES YOU ARE STRONG BUT THERE ARE DAYS U KNOW THAT YOU HAVE BEEN BROKEN BEYOND REPAIRS AND U CAN FEEL THE HURT IN THE CORE OF YOUR HEART '

I was kneading pasta dough  in the kitchen for lunch when maasi entered

"Mri did u see where Mayank went??" Maasi asked I shook my head "oh I have not seen him since the morning did he inform where he went?" I shook my head how should I tell u maasi we have not been talking from past 3 days since that intimate moment we shared. He tried to talk to me but I ignored him Yes  I was running away from him I didn't want to see him I dont want to foreplay.

for Mayank it maybe normal but for me I am developing foreign feelings I don't want to fall in the emotions pit no not now

"Hey guys " Jannat entered the kitchen grabbing an apple from the kitchen counter "what's cooking "she asked excitedly jumping "spinach ravioli with Ricotta cheese filling"Filling " she quelled "tasty &Healthy 😋" I chuckled at her "oh by the way what are u guys talking about " she asked "umm well we were talking about Mayank haven't seen him since morning " Maasi said "oh my god " she suddenly let a gasp dropping the apple on the floor .

"What happened Jannat " I enquiried she quickly went and switched the TV in front of the kitchen .There like a concert going on I looked at it Jannat squealed "AM so excited "

"What happened Jannat.?" Maasi asked totally as confused as me "oh I can't miss this live " she said jumping like a 5 year old

"For the  concert u were behaving so desperate......... I paused my words hanging in midway

'So Rockstar Mayank Khuranna how ur feeling ur turning 21 and how does it feel to become famous at a very young age 'the reporter asked him

'I would just say it's all my fans love who made this happen and yes am quite happy and excited for what's in store for me in future   " he said he looked quite tired but he kept on flashing his killer smile at the reporter girl who was wearing way too revealing dress

'Oh so here we have a small game a rapid fire round where I speak a word and whatever word comes to u u need to say it simple ' the girl asked who was clearly gawking at him with seductive glares at the sight of which my blood boiled 'I want to screw those eyes how dare she eye my man ' i don't know when my hold on the blunt side of the knife tightened

He seems to notice it but he just nodds winking at her the girl blushed 'how dare he wink at her ' my hold on the knife 🔪tightened even more I was by now fuming in anger he looks tired but still he has to play the playboy role 'Mayank fucking Khuranna ' I was throwing daggers at the screen though he can't see me .

'Oh that's so cute of u Mr.khuranna ' the girl chuckled fuck these love dovey talks hate him

'OK let's start the game ' he nodded thank God he didn't wink this time

"Food "

"Aloo paratha"oh so paratha is his favorite food

"Butter" the reporter said in a seductive tone

"Song"(referring to my current fav song from bts )

"Romance" reporter said flirtily secretly winking at him Romantic my foot .Come home Mayank Khuranna ur dead I am not gonna leave u today I don't care if it's ur birthday or not

"Crush " he said

' love' the reporter said playing along

"Chocolate "
(A/N: I seriously was not understanding what I wrote so bear with me😅😅)

he blurted out the knife I was holding fell from the cabinet making a large thud sound Jannat and Maasi head snapped both of them giving their signature teasing smile 

I mentally slapped myself but the confession was truly not something I expected he confessed he indirectly confessed Mridula ur thinking too much maybe u didn't hear properly or maybe he loves Chocolates 🤔😕

"Oh mri u know I was getting a headache from all ur curses to that poor reporter " Maasi mocked placing a hand on her forehead 'shit I forgot to block my thoughts ' "like always u forgot mri " Maasi chuckled at my now tomato red face Jannat chuckled joining her "I  thought my bestfreind  was going to die " Jannat said with fake horrified expression 'but how did Jannat come to know ' sensing my confusion "oh comeon Mridula I saw  how you were practically throwing death glares on the TV screen murmuring something under ur breath " she said casually chuckling that's it" uh I need some things from my room" saying this I ran away from the place leaving Maasi and Jannat behind yelling "RUN MRIDULA RUN LETS SEE HOW U WILL FACE IT " she said jokingly

Though she said jokingly she said the truth 'how long will I run away from it till how long will I escape from the truth how long will I deny my growing feelings for him till how long ' but my past will it be able to give my happiness back the eerie past slow warm tears flowed from her eyes leaning on the table in my room  i broke down pressing my knees to my chest .

My PAST one year back in Shimla it changed it changed my life was always sad scary but that day it made me more vulnerable  darkness darkness spread throughout me

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Rmeral

This time deciding to follow the voice I stood up closing my eyes all the flashes returned from my dream  I was running darkness surrounded some one was calling me calling me for help through the stairs and hallway. There are room white curtains floating I open the door with shaky breath

My eyes shot open I was sweating heavily what happened I realized I dosed off drowning in my thoughts but why did I hear it again what room was that already my life is a puzzle now another puzzle piece is added 🙃(A/N: sorry Mridula 😞😐😅)

Yet another puzzle piece to solve what was that room closing my eyes shut again I heard it 'Rmeral ' A room with white curtains a house more like a beautiful house a modern place white curtains  blurry visions

"Mridula " my thoughts broke with Jannat voice "uh Mridula " she said hesitantly 'Why is she hesitating all of a sudden ? She was fidgeting with the hem of her top  my brows furrowed in confusion "what is it Jannat "

"Uh Mridula can u give this to Mayank at his home its important" She said forwarding a package to me " why can't u go and give him this " I raised my eyebrows at her🤨🤨 I know there is something fishy something is cooking in her head I know it "uh.. I...can't go because am dead " huh I looked at her 😕😕"Mridula am dead to the world " she said emphasizing on the word world I nodded understanding "what about Maasi ask her to give why only me " I asked back "um maasi is busy finding the hoodie person who kidnapped  u " I nodded again "so that leaves you " she said "Why can't Mayank come and take it by himself " he has perfect hands and legs right he can drive by himself and take it  .She let out a deep sigh "Mridula Mayank is very busy he got only 1 hour for himself after which he has 5 continuos concerts and this package is very important " she said explaining me like a little kid who asked for candy ........

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