I got used to them falling
I never wanted their rejection
I almost heard my mind calling
"don't wait for their reaction"
all the time I've felt like a ghost
they've made me love myself less
they're the thing that hurts me the most
for them I am the ultimate mess
I had to face the truth
they'd never be good for me
yet it felt like I was longing my youth
and wasn't ready for future to be
