i had a dream
you were mine again
weird, it felt so real
but i know we're right where we began
strangers
maybe one day we'll be friends
although i don't know if i could handle
your eyes looking at someone else
the way you talked about them
it made me feel small
either they were women or men
i wanted to matter more
i couldn't keep going
i had to decide between you and i
i needed more love than you were showing
it felt like i was never the one
i didn't want to wake up
i wanted you to stay
you said i was giving up
can't you see there was no other way?
we both saw it differently
though wish we'd come back someday
but i still get jealous consistently
and overthink things everyday
