Me After You

Long Trip

Don't make me love you more than this, this is as far as I can go
If you think of me as someone to kill the time with, only wants to have us for a short time
Before I love you more than this, I will accept this truth as it is
Please stop me right here, if you are waiting for someone else, not me

Before we take it too far, don't let me misunderstand
If you don't have feelings for me, don't act like you love me

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Beam had been crying after he read Forth's updated status on his social media account. 

 "I think I like someone, what should I do?" 

This made his blood boil and he had so many thoughts running in his mind like, who's Forth referring to? How could he do this? What about him? What about them? Were they even an item? All these unanswered questions that he can only sigh.

It's been a week since the last time they've talked and now he's being dramatic. It might sound pathetic but those days with no good morning's, no hello's, no are you okay? no babe, baby, love, and no I love you's from Forth left him hanging.

This made him wonder, what did he do? Does he deserve this kind of treatment? 

Again, these unanswered questions. 

Beam tried to confront Forth so that he can have a peace of mind and before he falls too deep. But Forth would just ignore him as if he was not existing and worst Forth will just look at him void of emotions.

Beam tried another way, so he sent messages.

Hi love, are you okay?

I miss you and can we talk?

I miss hearing your voice

The first message was read but no response. Then the second, then the third message still the same no reply from Forth. Then on the next Forth started ignoring his messages. 

Beam tried calling him and at first Forth would answer but will always say he's busy. Beam wondered, what would made Forth busy on a Sunday afternoon? And now his calls are routed to voicemail.

What exactly happened after they met at Beam's locker last Wednesday? They were about to go on a date and watch movies but Forth left after saying I Love You.

All these unanswered questions made Beam sad, desperate, pathetic, and whatever you name it. Maybe he just needs the questions answered so that he can say goodbye to the pain and finally move on because he knows deep in his heart where this relationship is going to.

Can Beam possibly move on after his questions were answered?

Again, there is one way to find out.

Force Forth to answer.

Beam will definitely confront Forth tomorrow and make sure to have all his questions answered.

He admits that he's already fallen but he doesn't want to go on a long trip if the other person is not willing to be in the journey with him.

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Grammatical errors and misspelled words might be present.

The videos, music, and photos used are not mine.

Enjoy.