Me After You

It's the Past

But now it doesn't matter what we were used to be
Because you'll never return

Now you're my past, why don't I get it?
Everything already ends, I should start again
But our memory's still here, it does not fade
I can't forget you no matter what I do

I know you are already the past
Yet my heart still long to those days
There might be the day I can get over it

Just wishing that today's pain
Will soon pass
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Days passed and he tried to forget about that douchebag but when he is alone, Forth invade his thoughts. Because of this, he wants to be with Chahub all the time. Like right now, they're at Chahub's favorite pasta restaurant. Their table is beside the entrance so he can see who comes in and out. When they were still together, he made sure they eat at his favorite place but now he is giving it a try.

Well, he must admit that he actually never thought of Chahub as a lover but more of a big brother but he's always thoughtful of the love Chahub had for him.

"Beam, here try this pasta. This is my favorite here." He smiled and gladly accept the pasta.

As he was eating, he noticed a familiar girl entered and it was Prim. His face grimace, he still wonders what Forth sees in her just then he saw the man he's trying to forget.

He thought he already moved on but it's still there, Forth still have that impact on him. He didn't notice a tear fell from his left eye.

"Beam, are you okay?"

He looks at Chahub's worried face while wiping his tears and was about to say he's fine but his eyes caught Forth looking at him.

He tried to avoid Forth's stare but then Prim called them, "Beam, it's you again." He furrowed his brows. 'Does this bitch need to call him?', he thought.

"Yes Prim, nice to see you here and you're with your boyfriend, right?" He bitterly asks. He sighs and smile at them.

He saw Prim raise her left brow and say, "Yes, we're on a date." He gave her a fake smile and he noticed Forth was still staring at him with a look that's ready to kill.

"Are you on a date as well?"

He wondered why Forth would ask that. He was about to say no but Chahub said yes. He didn't argue but then Forth drag Prim to their table.

"Beam, do you want to go home now?" Chahub asks him after their lunch.

"No, let's go somewhere fun instead." He doesn't want to go home yet cause he knows Forth will invade his thoughts when he's alone.

They went to an Amusement Park.

He was very excited that he didn't notice a nervous Chahub beside him. He wants to ride every ride available but to his dismay Chahub vomits every after ride. He keeps on mocking Chahub that he's no fun at all. But honestly, he appreciates that the guy was willing though it will make him sick. If it was Forth, they will only try one or two rides.

He felt sad again that he failed to notice Chahub was already hugging him. He loves the guy's hug so much that he wants it for himself. But he can't be selfish, what if Chahub already have someone special. He doesn't have any right after leaving him for Forth. He felt stupid for leaving him but he can't help falling for Forth but look what it got him.

He can't deny that he still loves Forth and he proved it after seeing him earlier.

But no matter how much he loves that person, his love will never be returned.

All he needs to do now is move on.

Everything has already ended between them.

It's all in the past.

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Grammatical errors and misspelled words might be present.

The videos, music, and photos used are not mine.

Enjoy.