Me After You

Finding Myself

Now I don't know from when or from where
Maybe all of this is what I wanted

At some point, without knowing, I'm getting used to everything
I am wondering inside my mixed-up thoughts

Since when and from where did I start to like you?
Maybe this person is just part of my greed

At some point, without knowing, I am going toward you
I am wondering inside my mixed-up thoughts

On the way to finding myself
It's a bit late but I hope it's not too late
What can I do? I don't know where to find myself
Can't move on until I find myself
What must I do? I still don't know
Is it because I'm afraid to go back?
If not, is it because I'm afraid that you'll turn away?
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Chahub is now staring at Beam's back who was looking as beautiful as ever.

Beam was looking at the moon above that was shining so brightly.

Chahub felt nervous and doesn't know how to approach his Beam. He is not sure if Beam still loves him or if everything has changed.

Gathering some courage, he straightened his posture.

"Beam, I am back."

He saw Beam flinched but he didn't hear any response.

"Beam"

"Love"

Chahub then saw Beam turned around and looked at him. He can't read Beam's expression.

'Was it that long that I was far away?'

Chahub thought cause he can no longer tell what his Beam is thinking.

"Love?"

"You call me love but what do I call you now?"

Chahub got tongue tied with what Beam had said.

"Are you making fun of me?" Beam asked while giving a cold stare at Chahub.

One thing Beam realized with the relationships he had that even if he gave his all, he was still left behind and he doesn't want to be in that position again.

"Love.."

"No.. don't call me that."

"Two years.."

Beam sighed.

"Two years and do you think I can just accept it like that?"

"Well, newsflash. I also love myself."

Beam then left without letting Chahub explain. He left not because he hated the person. He left because he respects himself. For the past two years, he learned the importance of loving yourself and not giving your all to someone.

While Chahub on the other hand can only cry his heart out. He knows that this will be the outcome of his decision but he will not stop. He will give it time until he can court Beam again and ask for forgiveness even if it takes a life time.
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"Nooooooooooooooooooooo"

A commotion is happening at the Jaturaphoom mansion. After the elite family left the event, all of Mr. Jaturaphoom's business partners were slowly pulling out and this is a bad news for the wealthiest man in Thailand.

"Dad stop!"

Earth and Mew was trying to stop their father from hurting himself.

"Noooooooooo"