Me After You

Turn Back

However, I want to run away from the truth
No matter how far away I run, far apart as the sky
But the wounds still haven't healed, still reminds me
We'll never go back to the way we are

If we could really turn back the time
Turn back everything, can change as my wish
I won't ask to fix a mistake or anything
I'll ask you to having you beside me
Just ask to go back and near you
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Forth grew up not getting love from his family. Pleasing every member of the Jaturaphooom family is what he's been doing since he can remember.

The father favored the eldest child, P'Earth, for it will be the successor of his legacy. The mother favored the second child, P'Mew, for the kid was a weakling and needs attention. While he as the youngest was expected to take care of his own. He doesn't understand why but he got used to it.

But one time his mother shouted at him of how much he hated Forth since he was not a Jaturaphoom.

He found out at a young age that he was just a replacement of the real youngest heir of the Jaturaphoom empire.

He was told that his real mother was a regular maid at the Jaturaphoom mansion who died giving birth to him and his father was unknown.

He wants to know a little bit about her real mother but was denied. His so-called mother ordered him to not say anything especially to the head of the family.
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The same day Forth was born was also the same day the youngest Jaturaphooom came out of this world but unfortunately died. The attending doctor tried to save the youngest heir but the baby was too weak. The baby died three minutes after being born.

The wealthiest family in Thailand had been expecting the new addition to their family. The mother didn't want to disappoint her family especially her husband because she knows how cruel the head of the family could be.

She made a decision to exchange his dead youngest son with another baby. 'But where to get a baby?', she thought. Good thing she gave birth at the mansion and her husband's on a business trip while the kids are in school. She still have time and only few knows that the youngest heir was already dead.

As if faith heard her plan, the door of her room opened and she saw one of the maids passing by carrying a baby.

She called the maid and asks her to give the baby. She also asks the nurse to clean the dead baby for she will give a proper burial later. The maid didn't want to because she knows what the Madam is trying to do.

"Is she your child?" Mrs. Jaturaphoom sternly asked.

"No"

The maid was scared, she might get fired if she disobeys or worst get killed. She shakingly handed the baby over.

"Where's his mother?" Mrs. Jaturaphoom said while looking blankly at the baby in her hands.

"Dead"

Mrs. Jaturaphoom dismissed the maid.

Only her, the attending doctor, the nurse, and the maid knew about what happened that day.
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After knowing the truth, he's been following what the Jaturaphoom family expected him to do. He had to obey for he's just a nobody without them.

He was always compared to his brother's. He didn't have any freedom. He became cold. But after he met Beam, he felt different. He felt he was alive.

He courted Beam following what his heart desired though he knew that the said guy was already in a relationship. But how to stop when he was already captivated by the lovely smile and the adorable face. But still he was afraid that his father would find out about them so he asked Beam to keep their relationship a secret.

The more they got to know each other, the more he fell in love especially with Beam's heart because it was the most innocent and pure that he was afraid to break it.

But it was too late, he followed what his father wanted him to do. He broke up with Beam and agreed with the arrange marriage then Prim and him started acting as lovers.

And now, he is just watching Beam from afar and following him everywhere. He can only whisper Beam's name to the wind hoping it will reach Beam's heart.

He wants to turn back the time and change everything.

Looking back, he had many chances to make it right and Beam's last goodbye to say the least but he was too shocked that he got tongue tied at that time.

Hearing the love of his life saying goodbye to him was the least he expected. The pain was unbearable that his legs wobbled and his tears fell uncontrollably after Beam left him.

But he can't fix everything since it's already done.

He can't undo what's already happened.

They will never go back to the way they were.

But if given another chance, he will beg beam to come back to him. He will tell everything that happened with the hope that Beam will understand.

"Will Beam forgive me and then have a second chance?"

"I don't think he will."

"He's already happy now."

"Without me."

He whispered while staring at Beam who's happily eating breakfast. He grit his teeth seeing the ex-boyfriend became the boyfriend again kissing the lips of the person he love. How he want to beat that guy badly. His hold on the coffee cup harden that anytime now it will break.

"He's mine."

"Beam's mine."

By hook or by crook, he's determine to get Beam back.

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Grammatical errors and misspelled words might be present.

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