IRL Tubbo Angst

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Tubbo POV

Phew. Saved by the discord call. I took the razor blade out of Tommy's hand and went to my room. It was Ranboo calling.

"Hey Tubbo" the recognizable voice rung in my ears.

"Hiya"

"What are you up tooooo?"

"Nothing much"

"Do you wanna play some minecraft?"

"Yes of course!!"

We played for a few minutes until Tommy came in the room.

"Toby can we talk for a moment?" He sounded worried.

"Yeah okay..? One second Ranboo"

"Why did you actually have that razor blade?"

"I said-"

"Don't lie to me, please" He sounded so sincere but i knew he didn't actually care. The second i give him the answer, he's just gonna leave.

"I'm not i swear!!"

"Can you give me the razor blade then?"

"...."

"Toby. Give it to me i'll throw it away for you"

I knew it had dried blood on it. He just couldn't see it earlier cause of the kitchen being dark.

"I can throw it away myself"

"Then do it now"

"Fine just watch me go throw away this perfectly fine razor blade i could've fixed yep"

"What is your problem with the razor blade being thrown away?? Pencil sharpeners aren't that expensive?"

"I don't have a problem with it just let me go get it."

I got the razor blade and while my back was still turned I quickly picked the dried blood off and walked with Tommy to the kitchen to throw it away.

"There! Better now?"

"Yes thank you"

I went back upstairs and told Ranboo i had to go. We were only able to play for about 10 minutes but i was really tired now.

"And you're sure you only had it because it fell out?" He was so nosy. Why did he HAVE to know?!

"Yes!!! I'm sure!!"

"Alright"

"Why do you still not believe me??"

"Cause there was no reason for you to have it??"

"Well i was just too lazy to take it out of my pocket i told you!!!!" I started getting really annoyed at him. I knew it wasn't the truth but at least believe me when i tell it you know??

"And you're sure you didn't use it for anything??"

"Anything like what???! SELF HARM?!!"

"YES SELF HARM!!"

"OF COURSE I DIDN'T!! AND WHY WOULD YOU THINK I WOULD TELL YOU IF I DID?? LIKE I WOULD JUST GO 'OH YES I AM TOBY AND I CUT MYSELF WOOP WOOP'???"

"EXACTLY THAT'S WHY I DON'T BELIEVE YOU!!!"

"CAN YOU JUST SHUT THE FUCK UP ABOUT THIS TOPIC?!?!" I didn't mean to say that. We both went quiet. "I'm sorry I-" I couldn't finish my sentence. Tommy hugged me. My eyes started tearing up. I hugged him back and we just stood there for a while. I was just sobbing quietly.

Tommy POV

I pushed him too hard.. I didn't mean to shout.. I just had to know if he did or not.. I'll trust him on this if he says he didn't cut himself, i'll believe it.

"Hey why don't we just go to bed?"

"Yeah let's do that"

We both went to sleep.