I knew who it was. I tried to get up to show that i was okay but i wasn't able to move at all. Tommy said something i couldn't hear and tried helping me up. I was in a lot of pain so it was hard. When i was finally able to get up, i saw Tommy's face. He looked scared, but as in scared for me for some reason. I tried saying something but wasn't able to.
"TOBY?! TOBY ARE YOU OKAY?!!?"
I couldn't answer. I was too tired.
"Let's get you to bed.."
He was suddenly more calm. I guess he realized i'm not important enough to care for. He helped me up the stairs and to my room.
"I ended the stream so don't worry about walking past the camera"
He ended it AGAIN because of me. We walked to my bed and he helped me down. I fell asleep almost immediately.
*Time skip to when Tubbo woke up*
I slowly opened my eyes. It was so bright and omg my side really hurt.
"Hello."
Tommy was just staring at me. I thought it was funny the way he just said 'hello', but i wasn't able to laugh.
"Do you need anything? Painkillers? Water? Any food?"
"No thank you"
"Then can you please explain to me what happened? I'm worried about you, man"
"It was nothing that wasn't even bad"
"Wasn't even bad?? Does that mean he's done worse???"
"Umm nevermind"
"No don't just 'nevermind' me!! Tell me what happened and if it's happened before" Tommy sounded like he started getting annoyed.
"Fine. That was my dad, obviously, and he does that regularly. He doesn't mean it he's just really drunk all the time. He's done much worse so that wasn't bad at all"
"How much worse?"
"Stitches worthy worse"
"Oh my god, Toby.. Why haven't you told me before?? Were you just gonna let him abuse you???"
Abuse. It wasn't abuse, right? Noo he was just drunk he didn't really do it on purpose.
"Abuse me?"
"Yes abuse you!! He hurt you so much!! I'm gonna help you get out of this situation.. I have to tell Wilbur-"
"NO!!" I sat up quickly which hurt a lot.
"You can't just keep suffering like this! He has to know!!"
"Please don't tell him... Tommy please.."
"Sorry Tubbo, I have to."
He sat up and walked over to my pc. It was on already. I saw him go to discord and he called Wilbur.
"Hey Wilbur.."
I couldn't hear the other end. I didn't want him to tell Wilbur so i quickly got up. I was still in a lot of pain so i slowly walked over to the pc while Tommy was distracted.
"Yeah no everything's not okay-"
I snatched the headphones off of Tommy's head.
"HEY WILBUR EVERYTHING'S FINE OKAY BYE-" I quickly disconnected from the call.
"What the hell man??"
"I don't want you telling him, please!!"
"I have no choice we need to get you out of here!!!"
"But he's just gonna tell the others and you're all gonna treat me differently and i really don't want that!!"
"No i'll make sure he doesn't tell the others! Trust me on this"
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IRL Tubbo Angst
FanfictieTubbo is suffering from abuse from his father, Jschlatt, and knows his friends don't care about him. He always tries his best to stay happy, but he just can't anymore. (THIS IS IRL IGNORE THE COVER) CW // blood self harm abuse eating disorders depre...