IRL Tubbo Angst

12

"I care about you, Toby, and i don't want you hurting yourself" He sat down beside me. "Can you please show me your arm?"

I hesitantly gave my arm to him.

"Toby... why did you do this? Doesn't Schlatt already cause you a lot of pain?"

"I.. I don't know why! it just feels so relieving"

"Please.. give me your razor blade"

"Fine.." I gave him the razor blade and my eyes started tearing up again. I hated crying so much. I always tried to stay strong but it had gotten harder since Tommy got here.

"Why didn't you reach out? You know we would've helped you"

"Who's 'we'?"

"Everyone! All our friends and fans and even stans"

"I don't want anyone to know"

I heard a knock on the door.

"Oh no.. HIDE TOMMY"

"No no don't worry, it's not Schlatt"

Another knock.

Tommy got up and walked downstairs to the door as i followed. He opened it and there stood Wilbur and Phil.

"You're here!"

"Hey king what's up?" Wilbur didn't know yet?

"Toby!! Hey are you alright? Your eyes are puffy" Phil walked up to me.

"Yeah yeah i'm fine!" I tried sounding reassuring, but it kinda failed.

"Tubbo, they're here to stay for a while"

I was actually excited for once. Then I remembered.. my dad... he would definitely be mad.

"We don't have enough room to stay here" I blurted out, knowing we had room, but not a good house.

"That's fine we rented an apartment a little further away! And we have another surprise for you..." I waited in anticipation. What would they do now??

Suddenly, Ranboo walked through the door. I didn't believe it.. was he really here??

"RANBOO???"

I ran up to hug him. We hadn't been talking much lately but I was so happy to see him in person. I'm not a hugging kinda person but this was definitely worth it.

"Hey Tubbo" he chuckled a bit. He was so tall.

"Hey why didn't you run up to us to give us hugs huh??" Wilbur sounded mad. Like he was annoyed with me.

"I-I'm sorry I'm not a hugging kinda person.."

"Haha don't worry Tubbo, I was just joking" oh phew.

We got told to go pack our stuff for a few weeks of being gone. I was happy I didn't have to see him. I packed my bags and went downstairs to wait for Tommy. To my surprise, he was already there waiting. We all went outside to go to the car when another car pulled up.

"Oh Tubbo is that your parental figure? HI SIR OR MA'AM!!" he waved to the car.

"NO WILBUR DONT!! JUST GET IN THE CAR QUICKLY AND DONT LOOK OUTSIDE" I yelled at him. I didn't mean to it just happens. Wilbur shrugged and they all went in the car.

"Oi kid, who were those people"

"Um just some friends of mine we were just going out for a little and then we were coming back"

"You're not supposed to have friends" I suddenly felt sharp pain in my arm.

I had held it in front of my face when I thought he would hit me. I fell to the ground and heard something break. It was glass. He hit me with the bottle. I couldn't move.

"HEY WHAT ARE YOU DOING"