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I woke up with a gentle touch on my cheeks, I open my eyes slowly adjusting from the light. I look to my side and I saw Natasha smiling at me.
"Hi" I said quietly
"Hi" she replied back, still smiling. "How are you?" She asks.
"Better" I replied with a small smile, she then picks up my left arms and she shows it to me.
"See this?" She asks and I nodded. "Don't do it ever again" she said, I stared at it for a moment before looking at her.
Her wavy red locks were hanging lightly on her back, her plump lips has genuine smile, her cheeks were red as roses, and her eyes - her emerald green eyes were breathtaking and they were the most stunning eyes ever.
"Promise me" she pleads again pulling me away from my thoughts.
"I won't promise you that" I replied then she furrows her eyebrows. "I won't make a promise when I know that I'm just going to break it..." I replied then she sighs.
"Try not to kill yourself then" she hardens her look on me and I smiled.
"That I promise" I cocked an eyebrow making her laugh.
God, how I love her laugh....
We both talk and talk and more talking for hours until she left for her mission with all of the avengers. I didn't know what the mission was since I'm not part of the team, and as for me I left the medbay, it's kind of boring in there so I went on the main room and then.
"Y/n someone's looking for you at the door" FRIDAY informs me.
"Who is it?" I asks
"It's a guy and he's requesting to see you" the AI replied, so I went to the front door.
I saw him, my ex-fiancé standing nervously outside, still wearing the same clothes seven days ago with dried blood on it. I furrowed my eyebrows walking near him.
"I thought I made it clear that I don't want to see you" I said making him startle, he then turns around and looks down at me.
"Y/n!" He shouts excited, he was about to hug me but I stepped back, then he sighs. "Please let me explain" he begs.
"Go on then, explain" I replied plainly, he tooks a deep breath then.
"I'm so so sorry for whatever you found out, I really am, I acted like a dick and I treated you like an animal, I'm so sorry, please I don't want to lose you... We can still fix this please" he begs with tears in his eyes.
I didn't reply for a second because I was holding back my tears, my hands were trembling and I felt like I was about to collapse.
"That's the thing, Bell, we can't fix it. I'm tired... Of understanding you, I'm tired of all the pain that you caused, I can't do it anymore. It's too much... I can forgive you but it will take time, but us being together?... That won't happen" My tears is now streaming down my face.
"Y/n, I-please I can't lose you, I can't-please" he keeps on beging .
"You know you could've thought about that in the first place but you didn't, instead you went out there and fuck who ever you wanted..."
"Bell, you have to take your responsibility of being a father, 'cause it's hard to grow up without one... And I-I can't be with you, our relationship is toxic, you keep on hurting me, you never change" I point at him.
" 'cause you know Bell, you changed, you aren't the same person anymore, you aren't the same person who I fell inlove with" I paused for a moment trying to calm myself.
"You know, everytime that I look at you, I always try to find that 'man' in you, the one that who's carefree, the one who's always smiling, always cracks a joke, THE 'man' that I got used to, but I couldn't, I couldn't find THE Bellamy Griffin in you... Not anymore" I finally wipe my tears and took in a deep breath, he then nods.
"Okay then" he started. "If we can't go back-IF I can't have you back, then I'm sorry, I'm sorry for hurting you, I'm sorry if I changed, I'm sorry if I got aggressive.... But I want you to know that I never regret meeting you, you're the most amazing thing that had happened to my life and I'll always be here" he leaned in and he kissed my lips softly.
"Goodbye" he said and walks away.
I stood there holding back my tears as I watch him leave. I admit it, I do have feelings for him but it has to stop, it's not healthy anymore. I need to let him go....
But little did you know that Natasha was in the distance and she saw you kissing that man, of course it broke her but she has no place to be jealous or hurt 'cause in the first place there isn't 'you and her' and besides 'she's just a friend'... Yes she tried to hold herself, she tried to not fall for you but she couldn't....
"You still have seven days, make the best of it" A feminine voice appeared at my back, I turn around and I saw my mother, I smiled at her and so did she.
"What do you want me to do then?" I asks her then she sighs.
"What about... Moving on? Don't you think so? It may take a lot of time but you'll be okay" she then hugs me.
"That's part of being in a relationship, we get hurt but it will get by... Then you'll meet someone else, someone better... Maybe she's waiting.... "
"She?" I asked confused then she chuckles
"I mean Anything can happen, so" she turns me around in a direction where she was looking.
"You mean Nat?" I scoff before adding. "I don't even like girls" I replied
"Like I said anything can happen" she replied confidently.
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