• Melancholy • Jaywon

Chapter 8 ▪︎1/2▪︎

Jungwon slowly regained his Conscious. He was no longer on the floor but on his bed.

His mother crying holding his hand

"I thought you were gonna leave me, and never come back" Jungwon's mother said.

Tears running down her face,

Jungwon was shaking;
he felt fear. As much as he loved his mother her words right at this momment brought shiver's up his spine.

"I thought you were gonna leave me" she repeated but this time her words were unstable and even more off putting.

"You can't leave me"
"YOU CAN'T"

He flinched at her scream. It was unexpected.

"Your all I have"

Jungwon eyes shot up, he immediately felt a sharp pain in his arm. his mother's grip started to tighten around his hand.

Ryujin's eyes laced with worry, she was watching everything unfold through the door. Hiding.

"Let go of him!" Jay yelled yanking the mother's tight grip off the boy.

"Jungwon I'm so sorry" Ryujin said running into the room after Jay decided to walk in.

"I'm so sorry Jungwon I didn't mean it" his mother said choking on her word's.

"I got nervous. I couldn't control my self. I didn't want you to get up and leave"

"Are you crazy? If you didn't mean to then he wouildn't have gotten hurt!

"Have you lost it? Your insane! a crazy women!" Jay said visibly upset

"Calm down" Ryujin said trying to eaze the situation.

"Jay calm down, don't say that to her you know she isn't well"

"What do you mean calm down? This is crazy"

"Did you not just hear what she was telling him? Just because she's 'not well' dosent give her the excuse to hurt him"

"Jungwon don't listen to her she's insane" Jay semi yelled he was frustrated.

Jungwon was frozen.

"Stop, your over whelming him!"

Jungwon looked up to Jay and Ryujin, his Eye's glossy.

"I'm sorry Jay"
"I'm sorry Ryujin, please don't worry"

"You did nothing wrong please don't be sorry"
Jay said immediately rushing to gently hold Jungwon's hand. He was worried.

Miss Yang left the room Ryujin quickly walked behind her following, following her mother. To make sure she wouldn't anything on an impulse that she'd regret later on.

The only person who stayed was Jay.

"I'm so sorry I promise this won't happen again. I won't let it happen if it dose then I will-" Jay paused to breath

He then lightly moved Jungwon's hair out of his eyes, so he couild see his 'pretty eyes better'

He couildnt believe he actually admitted Jungwon had pretty eyes.

He surely just meant it in the "heat of the momment"

Nothing more. Jungwon was his best freind; his "Little brother". He shouldn't be having these thoughts

'Thoughts about his pretty eyes'

"Are you still mad?" Jungwon asked softly. Sounding sad almost.

"Yes"

"Are you mad at me?" Jungwon said looking worried, avoiding Jay's gaze.

"Look at me Jungwon" Jay said lifting Jungwon's chin a bit to adjust the boys gaze.

"I'm not mad at you why wouild I be? I'm mad at your mom and most importantly; mad at my self."

"Why are you mad at yourself?"

"I failed to protect you and I made you feel ignored earlier"

"It's ok"
"im used to it"

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Well hey guy's this chapter was wild

Any thoughts?

This Chapter is part one of two chapters. I decided to split one chapter in half since it became to lengthy.