• Melancholy • Jaywon

Chapter 3

After that day Jay decided it was better to avoid talking about it.

He himself didn't know how to handle the situation, and with most things that bother him he'd rather ignore it then taking it head on.

Jay was just like that; it was one of his flaws. He didn't want to admit it, he'd rather Barry it. As long as Jungwon was still by his side then it wouldn't matter. wouild it?

Jay looked over at Jungwon, It was a Saturday. Jay decided to call Jungwon over so they couild talk abit consider ing the first day of school was in 5 day's.

Jay didn't want to vist Jungwon's house. Anytime he did he wouild get bad memories from that night. Memories he'd try to avoid.

He didn't like thinking of Jungwon being so fragile and almost helpless. He remembered Jungwon wouldn't talk to him at all for a few day's he opend up very slowly.

Their were day's he wouldn't even leave the house, Jungwon's mom always telling him the boy didn't want to leave her.

He remembered Jungwon's mom apologizing.

"I'm so sorry Jay, thank you for taking care of Jungwon when that happend. Some day's it's hard to find control. That day I lost it; I can't forgive my self" she said looking saddened rembering bit's of what she did to her son.

Although it wasn't the exact wording he remembered the apologie being something along those line's.

Now Jungwon sat on his bed Jay was looking at the boy from his desk, thinking of what to say to start the conversation.

He knew Jungwon had just turned 15 a few week's ago. He wondered if the boy was excited for his first year of Highschool.

"Jungwon are you excited for school?"

"A littel" Jungwon replied avoiding Jay's soft gaze.

"ah don't be nervous I will be here for you to help you, you do know im going into my Junior year" Jay said laughing slightly at his own enthusiasm.

He couild tell that worked since Jungwon looked up at him with a Smile.

"You won't leave me for anyone right?" Jungwon asked curiously.

Jay was confused at what he meant, he took awhile to really think it through. 'Leave me for anyone?'

"Jungwon your my best freind, my littel brother why wouild I leave you for anyone? No one wouild be able to replace you, your my brother from another mother!" Jay said smiling

Jungwon's smile faded a bit at being called 'a little brother' or even a 'brother from another mother'.

Once again he didn't know why, I mean that's all him and Jay were. Why wouild they be anything else?

Like he'd always been told 'Girl's with boy's' 'boy's with girl's'. Anything else was unacceptable.

'Stupid Jungwon' Jungwon thought to himself

'Jay is just your freind nothing else'

'Just your freind nothing else'
Jungwon reminded himself.

Then it dawned upon him, has Jay ever liked any girl's?

Jay noticed Jungwon bolt his head up and look directly at Jay.

"Huh?"

"Have you ever liked anyone? Or had a girlfriend?" Jungwon asked all attention focused on Jay.

"why do you ask?"

"Please tell me" Jungwon asked cutely

"Ah alright, yeah I have"

"Who?" Jungwon asked feeling a icky feeling brew inside of him

"One of Ryujin's friend's"

How was the chapter guy's?
Anyone starting highschool this year? So am I heehee~