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Normally I wouldn't talk about family drama but this just effects me so much to the point where I can't even bring myself to write anything. I tried to motivate myself but it's not working.

As already said, I was in Turkey about more than a week ago and at that time my grandparents (from my dad's side) came to Germany. It sounds harmless but it does effect us a lot, mostly my mom.

We have a messy family background because of my grandparents which isn't good for my mom. To put it short, my parents had an arranged marriage because my grandma wanted them to get married. Everything seemed alright till things turned out for the worse. My grandma acted sweet and friendly but once my parents got married, she made my mom's life a living hell. The biggest problem was, my Mom had nobody to talk to because 1) they moved to Germany and 2) my mom couldn't speak German. They were both extremely mean to my mom and they still are till to this day even after years.

I never realized how bad everything was till I actually grew up. Seeing my mom sad makes me just really unmotivated to the point where I'm starting to cry while I'm writing this.

Normally my grandparents would stay for at least a month but now it turned out that they might be even staying for whole 2 months and I just don't want my mom to cry anymore.

I'm not sure when I'll be ready to write, I'll try my best to get myself to write tomorrow because I really want to do something else other than sitting around and letting myself get even more unmotivated.

Hopefully you all can understand that I might be not that active right now but it's just that whenever my grandparents come over, I just don't feel relaxed nor calm. And I just need reassurance and peace, I don't like having people over because it makes me feel uncomfortable. Even though I don't despise anyone, I just don't feel comfortable enough since I know how much of a liar and mean person my grandma is.

Stay safe and take care, everyone.

I hope that you all are having a great day.