STRIKE HARD / Johnny Lawrence X reader

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Johnny's POV
She left.. She left me like all the others. I know I'm an ass to her sometimes but I never imagined she would actually dare to break up with me..

Man she was so close of crying that moment.. The truth is that I got mad and jealous after that thing Nicky asked her. The image of her and that prick Martin having sex was making me sick.. That night I wanted to prove her and myself that I was better. That I could make her feel better without even.. But I love her.. I didn't mean it like that.. I never meant to hurt her.. And it was obviously not for the pleasure.. Fuck this who am I kidding.. I'm just a selfish jerk..

I saw her before talking to Alex. She was with Bobs and she was so fucking close to Martin that I wanted to kick him on the nuts. She's not the type of girls that cheat on their boyfriends but I was so jealous and angry I couldn't think clear. I ignored her and I acted like the jerk I am.. And now she left.. I made her leave..

I walked in class feeling a need to cry and throw up. I sat next to Bobby trying to ignore all those feelings that had started surrounding my mind.

-You good man? Tommy said you were fighting with Y/N before..

Of course he did.. he couldn't keep his damn mouth shut could he?

-We.. She broke up with me.. my voice cracked
-Fuck man.. what happened? he asked in shock

I explained him quicky what an ass I was to her.. That my jealousy made me lose the only girl I was really interested in.

-Johnny are you serious? She wasn't flirting with Martin for fuck sake. She told him to fuck off.. I was right next to her dude.. Why would she ever do that?

Oh great.. I didn't say a word.. What could I say? It was all my fault after all..

I searched for her in the halls but I didn't find her. So I just rode my bike and left with the others. That day we were having practice at 6 but I was pissed at myself and had nothing else to do.. If I went home I would have to face Sid and that would be even worse especially today.. One insult and he would end up with two broken legs. The image of his face was making my nerves erupt even more.. So I just headed to the dojo. The only place I could calm down my rage.

Kreese was surprised to see me there. However he didn't say a word of me practicing alone. Even better. I didn't have to give any explanation. I punched and kicked that punching bug over and over again till my knuckles began running blood and my muscles hurt.

I was wondering if she was ok.. If she was thinking about me right now.. A part of me was also wondering if she was with Martin but I soon rejected that idea. She isn't like this.. I even felt guilty for thinking that she would ever return to him..

The boys arrived to the dojo at 6 and it was quite noticeable how worried they were by the way they were staring at my knuckles. Especially Bobs was trying to calm me down and talk to me but I chose to stay silent. He had already seen me embarrassed before when he explained what had happened with Y/N and Martin.

I could see though the satisfaction on Kreese's face while he was watching me releasing my anger on practicing. It was like I could hear his words in my head "rage makes you stronger". Y/N is right about him. He does indeed brainwashing us.. But I owe him so many things he was like a father to me all those years..

When we finished I was so tired I couldn't move my body. But still I didn't wanna go home. I rode my bike again and decided to go on a further ride that evening.

My mind was on her the whole time. I remembered again the way she was looking at me with those beautiful wet eyes.. Even though I wished she was alright a part of me was hoping that she needed me back. That she didn't forget me.