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Kiinqdevon

-=+=- wills POV -=+=-

I love him, I really do. But.....he obviously hates me.
Bayani enters the living room. The only available seat was by me. When he saw that, he frowned. Nobody noticed, but me. He went over to Ryan, standing up. I looked at the floor, obviously sad.
"Hey will!" Devon shouted cheerfully, plopping down next to me. His smile faded a bit. "What's wrong?" I shook my head, getting up. I couldn't be around people right now. I was most certainly going to cry, and I didn't want the guys to see. I rushed out, head still down. When I walked out, I made contact with bayani as I was leaving. Something flashed in his eyes. I couldn't quite tell what it was....
I closed my door, locking it. I slid down, crying into my hands. Why does love got to be so goddamn hard?! That's when I heard footsteps hurrying up the stairs. They stopped right infront of my door, someone knocking on the door. Bayani? Maybe he does care! I got up, reaching for the door.
"Will?? You okay?!" Devon asked urgently. I heard my heart shattering. A whimper escaped my mouth. My legs felt like jello, so I collapsed to the floor. "Will?!" Devon shouted worriedly. He started pounding on the door. I stayed there, crying my eyes out. "I'm going to go see if bayani has the key..." I heard him mumble to himself. My eyes shot open.
"No!!" I shouted. "Ba-bayani can't know that I'm like this!" I practically screeched. I yanked the door open. There, Devon stood there looking shocked and bewildered. When he took in my stat, he rushed in. I quickly locked the door once he was inside.
"Awe, will!" Devon enveloped me into a warm hug. I wrapped my arms around him, bawling my fists into his back. "What's wrong?" He whispered. I shook my head no. He shook his head, pulling away. I whimpered from the sudden loss of warmth. "Just-just tell me please!" He sounded so heart broken.... I took in a breath, trying to control the pounding of my heart.
"Bayani hates me..." I say. Devon chuckled.
"No he doesn't will." He whispered comfortingly. He doesn't know anything..... Well, that's probably because I didn't tell him anything....
"Yes he does!" I snapped. Devon pulled back in shock. "I told him I love him, and he got furious! He hit me, and told me to never come near him again!! He fucking hates me!! But here I am, stuck loving him!" My anger slowly depleted, and I was once again, crying again. I buried my hands in my face, sobbing hard. Devon yanked my hands away. I looked up at him. I felt so fucking vulnerable! I hated it. Hurt flashed through his eyes. And then he crashed our lips together, kissing me almost needingly. I sat there in shock. When he pulled away, he had tears pooling in his eyes.
" why.... Why can't you love me?" He choked out, sobs wracking him body. What...... And that's when it hit me... I wasn't ever in love with bayani.... He was just someone who was there for me when nobody else was... Now that I think about it.... I was always flustered around Devon, I always felt butterflies, I always felt really disappointed when he wasn't on ts, I was filled with anger everytime I saw him being close to tomahawk...... I love Devon. My eyes widen in shock. It was so obvious! A bubbly laugh rakes through my small frame, and bust out to cheerful giggles. Devon glared at me, smacking my chest.
"What the hell will?! It's not funny!!" He screamed, his face going as red as a rose.
"No! No, that's not it!" I quickly yelled. "I-it's just that... I well I love you too...." I say, awkwardly scratching the back of my neck.
".....really?" Devon whispered in disbelief. "WH-what about bayani....??" Well.... How do I explain this?
"Well um....it's confusing really.... But basically turns out he wasn't the one I loved, you were?" It came out more of a question, as I wasn't sure if what I said made sense. Devon slowly nodded.
"So.....you love me?" He asked hesitantly. I nodded, pecking his lips.
"Deadly." A giant smile graced Devon's lips, as bright as the sun. He leant in, connecting our lips.