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Kiani

-=+=- will -=+=-
I giggled, intertwining my fingers with my lovely boyfriend, bayani. We cuddled, watching adventure time. I turned towards him, a little scared.
"Bayani....?" I asked. He hummed lazily. "Can..." I hesitated, swallowing the lump in my throat. "Can we tell people of our relationship yet?" I rushed out, squeezing my eyes shut. You see, Jordan and I have been dating for almost a year, but he keeps it a secret. Silence draped over the room, like a wet blanket, as dread filled me. I slowly opened my eyes, to see bayani looking at me annoyed..
"Will, you know I can't do that." He answered boredly, untangling us, and going to the other side of the couch. An aching filled my heart as his words set in. I looked down, so he wouldn't see the tears gathering in my eyes.
"Awe! Come in babe, don't be like that!" He pleaded. "You know how my parents are, and how our friends and fans might react." He stated, trying to get me to understand. I brought my knees to my chest, going into a ball.
"If.." I cleared my throat, as my voice cracked. "If you actually loved me, you wouldn't care...." I whispered, a tear rolling down my cheek. He sighed, sounding very annoyed with me. Why?? What did I do? All I wanted was to at least have his fucking family at least know, or even a friend! I'm sure Devon would do backflips of joy!! Is that really too much to ask?
"Listen will, of course I love you, but come on you have to understand my situation and what I'm going through." He said, like he was talking to a child. I glared at him through my tears.
"You this, you that!! It's always about you Jordan, but what about me?!?!" I screamed, breaking down. "What about me?! It pains me immensely that I can't hold your hand or peck your cheek in public, I can't even hug you!!" Bayani looked taken a back, awkwardly scratching the back of his head.
"Come on will, don't be so selfish." He said bitterly, glaring at me. "Can't you be happy with this? You're lucky that I'm even considering to date you." My eyes widened at what he said. Did he just..... That little bitch. Suddenly, my tears stopped. I'm done crying over him. He's not the sweet kind guy I loved. I have no idea who this person is, but it is not the person I loved. I got up, making my way towards the door.
"I'm done, we're done." I whispered dryly. Jordan grabbed my wrist, turning me towards him. He had tears gathering in the corners of his beautiful forest green eyes. I remembered when those eyes would melt me into a puddle, but now? Nothing.
"Please, will! I-I love you! Please don't go!" He sobbed out. Love, huh? If this is what love is, then I hate it. This? This is not love. I ripped my arm out of his grasp.
"Oh, go cry me a river if you want to, but I'm done, just leave me the fuck alone." I said dryly, walking out.

Well, um.... Yeah!! I know I haven't updated in foooreeeveeeeer!! But hey, finals are a bitch!! I'll be finished with school this Friday!! Can't wait! No more tests, or waking up early!! Well.... Until summer ends.... But that could wait.... But yeah, I got this idea listening to fall out boy! Hope you guys enjoy it, peace :P