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parkbomb

Hey guys!! I got this idea from this song, dark enough by amanda L

-=+=- liam -=+=-

I sat in the back of the class, boredly watching people file in. I watched, in a daze, at the boy infront of the class. He smiled a dazzling smile, letting out a bubbly giggle. This boy, Parker, entranced me. He's literal perfection.

The way he quiffs up his chocolate brown hair. The twinkle in his beautiful ocean blue eyes. His warm happy smile. His cute voice floating around the room, filling you with temporary happiness. His bubbly laugh that you can't help but crack a smile or laugh along with. His tall lanky yet muscular body.... He's absolutely perfect. I can't help but follow him with my eyes. I smile softly at Parker as he jokes around, shoving his friend gently. I really do love this boy.

Lately. Parker has been off a bit. He hasn't been as roudy as he usually is. He's actually pretty calm, which is unusual for the boy. I heard his friend, Devon, mention how he finally asked out Hayden and that he said yes. Parker beamed, patting his back. I giggled myself, rolling my eyes. I'm probably overanalizing this! He's probably just tired.

I watched as Parker gloomily looked out the window. His eyes are dull, like he's in some sort of trance. I bit my lip, worried. Is mid-terms getting him down this much?

I glanced at Parker, as he struggles to stay awake. He had bags under his eyes, yawning quietly. Parker slumps down, resting his head on the desk, falling into a deep slumber. Parker is always seen sleeping recently. Well, it's understandable I guess. He's probably staying up all night studying for finals.

I stared at the empty desk, that once held Parker. He's been absent for the last week. I wonder if he's caught a fever? Oh god, I hope he'll get better soon!

I watched as our teacher yelled at us to settle down, trying to gain our attention. She looked down, smiling sorrowfully. I sat up straight, getting worried. Someone made a joke about why she was worried and was like lol, it's not like someone died! She looked like she was about to cry. The teacher told us how Parker committed suicide, jumping into the intersection down by the baseball field. The only thing he left behind, was a not that said sorry. I felt my eyes water, putting my head down. I thought back, thinking of all those small changes in Parker nobody really noticed. How the twinkle in his eyes left. How you stopped hearing his bubbly giggle and happy voice. How he slowly stopped smiling, and when he did it always looked so forced. How he always wore long-sleeves, even if it was sweltering out. How come I didn't notice all these things? And I claim to love him... Maybe I only loved the happy exterior he showed everyone, instead of Parker himself...

To this day, I always think back to Parker. I always felt guilty, thinking I could have done something. Anyone could have done something, if only we reached out to him. I always pondered on his suicide note. All it read was sorry, but sorry for what exactly? That, only Parker truly knows. I sighed sadly, putting yellow roses down on his grave.

"Sorry for not doing anything." I whispered melancholy, leaving.

yup..... so that happened....

oh! and for those who didnt catch it!! yellow roses mean friendship. He realized he didn't actually love Parker, but the fake Parker. So yeah...

idk