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Devondoestomahawk

-=+=- Tomahawk -=+=-
I got a notification on instagram, saying that Devon posted a picture. My heart thumped, hoping it would be a selfie of the gorgeous man. I opened the app, going to Devon's page, only to feel my heart break. I felt my lip quiver, as tears pricked at my eyes. It was ANOTHER pic of Devon and his boyfriend Hayden.... Devon was cuddling into Hayden, and Hayden was pulling Devon into him pretty closely. It broke my heart everytime I saw them together, or saw a picture of them, considering that I love Devon. It's not fair! I was there first! I was there longer! So why him? Why not me?! It's just completely unfair!! I throw my phone across the room angrily, burying my face in my pillow, letting out a frustrated scream. My angered scream turned into a broken wail. I just wanted my Devon back! My Devon huh..... I scoff, he was never mine. Not truly.
"Why not me?" I whispered, voice cracking.

-=+=- Devon -=+=-
I giggled, snuggling into Hayden. A yawn escaped my mouth, as my eyes felt heavy.
"Tired babe?" Hayden chuckled softly. I nodded into his chest. "Me too." He pulled me into him, resting his chin on top of my head. Hayden really is the sweetest thing ever. I rested my head, feeling Hayden's chest rise and fall, noting that he instantly fell asleep. I layed there in the dark, suddenly not able to fall asleep. Nights like these, my mind wanders. My eyes burned, as I held back tears. I felt awful.... I'm together with Hayden, even though He's not the one I love. I mean, he's such a wonderful guy and I do love him, but he's not the one I want to be with. The one I wanted to be with has a short soft quiff and sparkly greeny blue eyes. The one I wanted to be with was a person who was still happy even after being through so much. The one I wanted to be with was scarily more younger than I. The one I wanted to be with was Julio. But he would never like me. He's straight, he's freaking dated a girl before! A tear drop slipped out of my eye, wetting my boyfriends shirt. I can't keep doing this.... Dating someone, while I yearn after another! I felt Hayden shift, getting up.
"H-Hayden?" I asked, my voice cracking a bit. He looked at me with sorrow filled eyes. He gripped my chin, kissing my lips softly.
"I'm sorry." He said. Huh...?
"Sorry for what?" I asked, confused.
"Sorry for being with you when I'm not the one you wanted...." My eyes widened as my throat went dry. What..... "I'm not the one you want, it's that Julio guy, right?" He asked, his eyes going misty. H-how did he know.... I started shaking, silent tears leaking from my eyes. I felt awful as guilt ate away at me. He sighed, pulling me in for a hug. I clutched his shirt, sobbing into it.
"I'm sorry." I muttered into his chest. He patted my head, chuckling sadly.
"It's okay Devon..." He whispered comfortingly. "Why don't you call him?" I shot back, looking at him like he was insane.
"Are you crazy?!" I shrieked, shaking my head furiously. He laughed, rolling his eyes.
"What have you got to lose?" He asked.
"Oooh, I don't know, his friendship?!" I yelled, throwing my hands up in the air. He shoved me, sighing annoyed.
"Stop being such a baby!" He growled. I sighed. He does have a point.... I nodded slowly. "Good! Now I'm going to go!" He said, getting up, heading over to the door.
"Okay...." I said sadly.
"Goodbye Devon." He smiled forcefully, a tear rolling down his face. A sharp stab went through my heart as I watched him close the door, leaving. I sighed, picking up my phone.

-=+=- tomahawk -=+=-

I ring filled the once deadly silent room. I lifted my tear stained face out of my pillow lazily reaching for the phone. My heart skipped a beat seeing Devon's name flash across the screen. Whys he calling me...? I shakingly answer it, slowly putting it to my ear.
"Hello?" I croaked out,voice still soar from crying.
"Julio? I.....I need to tell you something..." Devon said, nervousness evident in his voice. I got concerned, sitting up.
"Yeah, what is it? What happened??" I asked, worried. I heard Devon sigh over the phone.
"Hayden and I broke up..." He whispered out. I smiled for a moment, before wiping it off.
"What?! But you guys just posted a pic of you guys cuddling??" I asked, confusedly. They looked pretty close to each other, if I do say so myself.....
"Well....thats because he wasn't the one I loved." Devon slowly said. My eyes widened. Not the one he loved....?
"Oh?" I whispered, not knowing what to say. I gulped nervously, before asking the next question. "Who do you love then?" Silence draped over us, as I waited for Devon to reply. I heard him gulp.
"You." He whispered. What..? Me? D-did I hear him right?? Devon likes-no loves me..... The boy I have loved forever loves me back. I smile, trying not to squeal. But I guess Devon assumed my silence was meaning something else as he started sobbing. "Sorry! So so sorry Julio!! I-I can't help it!! I know you probably don't want anything to do with me bu-"
"Devon, shut up." I said, making him stop his rambling, "I love you, you loser, so stop crying." I say, giggling.
" wh-what..? You do?" He asked, unsure. I nodded, rolling my eyes.
"Of course I do." I said, like it was the most obvious thing in the world.
"Omg, I'm coming over." He said, hanging up. Wait what?!