Part v
SerkanBolat reached Bodrum with full energy and anticipation for enjoying the trip.
He even found one of his old friend that he used to date too. She was a bubbly easy going blonde.... But Serkan didn't really find her interesting enough.... Maybe a brunette would get him engaged, he thought trying to make excuses for his boredom.But somehow all the gorgeous women he met on the trip ended up getting on his nerves.
Some used to talk too little, some laughed too much but not musical, some wore too much bright makeup unlike a certain someone who used, nude shades.... So all in all everyone ended up reminding him of EdaYıldız.
This was definitely not working out.
All in all he tried to let go, danced a little with some lady, drank, flirted or tried to flirt as much as SerkanBolat could.... Nothing was worth it.
He was restless and wanted to be back to Istanbul so he could just atleast look at his current interest in females.
His heart finally got the message delivered clearly to his disturbing brain. Finally he thought that if he was gonna get any salvation it would be work. Work was always his savior also he had plan some way to handle things and less interaction with mind-boggling EdaYıldız.
At Art Life Eda hated the environment because Engin Piril and Ferit kept joking how Serkan was gonna get laid in Bordum and how Selin is spitting fire at everyone here. Little did they know that Eda was in a nasty mood too.
Eda was hating the idea that SerkanBolat found her attractive but not enough as compared to his work. So she was not good enough he meant.
Being left by her mother at a young age because her mother divorced her father for another man, Eda had a paranoid heart.
She was scared people never loved her enough to stick around. Although she has some past relationships with men but they never escalated to anything special.
She was always busy with her father's illness.
Now when SerkanBolat showed some interest for her, she was scared shit. Part of her mind was greatful that nothing happened or can happen because of Serkan not wanting it that way.
But it gave her the same anxiety and sense of rejection as when as child Eda felt rejected by her mom.
SerkanBolat was an icon and she idealized him secretly, not as a lover but as a person. She never imagined he could be kissing her on her couch in her house.
Also he dumped her next moment too because it would interfere with his work and then he ran off to other women for entertainment.So she was nothing more than a little bit of fun for him or maybe not even that.
These little details disturbed her all the time during the day, the fact work wasn't taken seriously around her because SerkanBolat was not in the office. So she took the next day off to relax and forget about her little girl heart issues.
She thought a bit of music and baking can do wonders for a broken heart. It did too. Melo and Eda created a magical batch of brownies baking till late night.
They were a big bunch so Melo wanted to take some to her office buddies.
When Melo left Eda decided upto take up detailed cleaning plans for the kitchen. She already was feeling better, little did she know about the stupid storm turning up to her door.
Eda was furious to see the pathetic hateful face she hated the most in her life at her door.
Her hala Ayfer's illegitimate son Deniz.... Who was the result of secret affair with the mafia king.
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FanfictionEdser AU, Eda and Serkan plus whole sck cast in office romance plus angst