I didn't mean to do this

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And that was the last time I saw Luca Agosti. It's been 2 years and I still think about the what if's.

What if I had stayed that night? Would we be together?

What if I came back early and saw them leaving? Would they have stuck around?

What if I believed Luca? What if I gave him another chance? Would we be madly in love?

See, this is the problem. I had been delusional enough to think that Luca Agosti was capable of loving somebody. That he would be the one that would be the one that would spend Christmas with my family. But he wasn't.

Luca Agosti was far from that.

He was the guy you slept with one drunken night and couldn't seem to get him out of your head. He was the guy that you once saw at the airport and never saw again yet he lived in your head, conspiring with your imagination as you spent hours dreaming about him.

Luca Agosti was a man who you saw once and never again. It had been my fault for wanting to see him everyday and spend every second with him. It had been my fault for conjuring up happy endings. I had made it so obvious in my head that we were finally happy and this was some fucking Disney movie that I totally forgot, Luca Agosti only fucks, not loves.

So when I saw him outside a bridal store with a stunning girl latched onto his arm, you could see how confused I would've been.

So I did the only thing I knew I shouldn't have done. I stormed up to them. And I still hope to this day that I hadn't. I wish I had blended in with the people and sprinted the other way. Because that was the day that hell broke loose.

I didn't mean to do this.

A/N: This is the end of the first book. Thank you so much for 200 reads. It has been an honor to write. I know that I don't have as many reads as other books but quite frankly, i write for myself. I will be writing a second book. Just don't know when. I have to get back to school in a week and I don't think starting a book right now would be the wisest choice. Have a great day and I love you bastards<3

THIS IS THE END OF BOOK 1: FATALLY FLAWED

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