𝐌𝐲 𝐒𝐨𝐧𝐠𝐬 (𝐏𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐞 𝐝𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐚𝐥 𝐦𝐲 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐤)

Resentful Vendetta

Love and fighting shooting and dying
Can't imagine how I could live in this world and still move on
My joy was inflicted by chaos so lost with this burn in my wound
Thought if I locked myself in my bedroom just laying on my bed still
Just to hear the music of my heartbeat with my head screaming 

"Please just save me..."

So cold in my bedroom
All I want is to breakthrough

Took my love and trust wish they'd left me to die
Prayed to God to live a happy life

What went wrong that I have to sit through?

Driving on a highway with the devil beside me
Reminding me of life of what you can't escape from
Hopelessly fading thinking it was a nightmare to escape with only chills in my bone

Poured the wine on the table
Seeing him pace back and forth while on the bed as I lay still
Feeling only the pulse of my heart-beat 

Couldn't even scream for someone to just save me...

Contaminated by what I have been through
To go back with a mess I don't need to

Felt the hands of a man twice my size 
Thinking of what a life beyond my eyes
Hopes gone can't even breakthrough

I can't even let go
I know I was not that strong
I just wanted to hear my mom say 

Let's go home, I'm gonna take you home...

I just want to go home-

My hopes were gone, thinking that I could pull through

Can't go back- I want to leave you...