𝐌𝐲 𝐒𝐨𝐧𝐠𝐬 (𝐏𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐞 𝐝𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐚𝐥 𝐦𝐲 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐤)

Day by day

When I was younger I was so curious about so many things I'm now even more alive and that's all right
I'm so different from everyone, especially in my tears and the blood I shed so vigorously

My world had changed and spun around more as the ages grew even when I want to stay small through the years that I age

It may be hard to face a lot of change I'm not trying to cover it as if it were an ordinary day just stay and listen to my crazy story

If I were to pace around and look back now wondering how I came this far wondering if it was night or day when I dreamt this all clearly 

Don't tell me to break away from all the good and bad memories 

I feel myself feel better when I walk slowly as the sun sets under my eyes 

The moon shines so bright even when I sit down I can see the sky the tears are all gone

Everything slows down muffled out from all the noise all the sadness and depression are gone so I'm sitting down after a moment it's not so bad I've gotten used to it

A soft cool breeze passes by after all this time I know I seem sad I hate covering it it's just an open wound It's hard when others ask how I pass through it all 

If I were to pace around and look back now wondering how I came this far wondering if it was night or day when I dreamt this all clearly  
Don't tell me to break away from all the good and bad memories
I feel myself feel better when I walk slowly as the sun sets under my eyes 

I can finally sit down after a long journey thinking I couldn't do it without question 
But now I'm finally eighteen and that's a perfect number without question