ANOTHER CHANCE (Divergent Story : After Allegiant)

CHAPTER 12 : Time

Tris P.O.V.

We go and lie on the bed, everyone just left after our planning. I think Matthew’s plan over as I lay in Tobias’ arms and I can actually say Matthew’s plans might work, even though I don’t like to relive it all again. My back against his chest and he is holding me around the waist. I can hear his breathing, so I know he is not sleeping, just giving me some space to think. I turn around to look into his eyes. Those beautiful blue eyes, I have honestly missed them.

“Do you think this will work?” I ask him. He looks at my face and says, “I hope so, it is more than what I thought and if Matthew can pull this off, then we can really stop this once and for all.”

I smile at him and think about his earlier comment, “Do you really want to storm into the Bureau and just shoot everyone?” His eyes wander to the wall behind me before he answers, “Yes, I want every single person to suffer and feel what you had suffered. I want to take them in my hands and beat the living daylights out of them. I feel so angry for everything they have done to you.” He looks back into my face and in that moment I really feel love for him.

I take his face in my hands, tracing his cheek with my thumb and pull him closer to me. I kiss him with such passion and love that I nearly shocked myself. I really love Tobias, even if I didn't show it or told him enough before or during the war. I don’t think I have, I am still missing time and memories of everything.

I continue kissing him until I find myself pulling his shirt over his head. He is hovering over me at this point and with his one hand tracing my face. I grab his back and pull him closer to me, I want to feel the warmth of his chest against me. He doesn’t mind though and before I know it, he his pulling my shirt over my head, only breaking the kiss to remove my shirt. I grab his face and move it back to mine, kissing him like it might be the last time. I don’t want this to end and I want him. So bad. He stops kissing me for a minute, just to look at me and whisper, “Beautiful.”

We make out for a bit longer, just kissing and being close to each other. I don’t feel ready for this to continue to something more tonight, even if my body tells me not to stop. It is all still a bit confusing. I would like to remember everything before I give myself to him like this. After our little make out session, we spend the rest of the night talking and eating in front of the TV. I fell asleep in his arms again that night.

The Sunday was very similar, both of us staying in our pyjamas, eating, talking and watching movies. Just spending time together. Tobias has to go back to work tomorrow to work out the stuff with Johanna, which was going to leave me along in the apartment the whole day. I fall asleep in Tobias’ arms again, thinking that maybe everything might just end up okay. The war seemed over, people got used to the changes and now it was my turn to think towards my future. Hopefully one where I can include Tobias in, with us growing old together. 

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Sorry this is a very short chapter, the next one will be up soon. Hopefully by sunday.

I AM GOING TO WATCH INSURGENT TOMORROW. I am SERIOUSLY freaking out and tomorrow is not coming fast enough. 

All characters belong to Veronica Roth

Enjoy guys

Diane