Hurt {Clifford}

Death By a Movie Theater

Journal entry 10

 

 

 

Emma invited me to a movie with her.

I said no.

She apologized to me again.

I still said no.

She told me to think about it.

So I did.

And here I am.

Getting ready for a movie with Emma.

I'm sort of mad at myself for saying yes, but I'm also sort of happy.

I get to hang out with a friend before I die.

Before I'm gone forever.

Maybe people will think Emma killed me.

Maybe they'll find her clutching my corpse and she'll get blamed for it.

Is it bad that I want her to get blamed for it?

I know she doesn't deserve it, but I want someone, other than me, to take the blame.

Is that selfish?

I think it is.

I'm sorry.

 

 

Today, I am using the gun.