A letter to my Romeo

The Hospital

"NO WAIT! DON'T DO IT!"

I'm lying in the hospital beds starring at the ceiling bored.

I'm waiting on my sister and parents get back they had to go do something important which I don't know what that important thing was.

I start texting Theo..

Theo <3

Hey Theo!
Hey Mia! What's up?
Nothing just bored..
Yeah same.. Wanna come over??
Oh no I can't! I'm um out shopping with my mom yeah..
Oh.. okay than I'll talk to you later :) Have fun shopping!
Okay I will..!

Love you.... | SEND ->

I sigh and put down the phone now sending the last message.. Ugh why can't I tell him about my sickness or that I love him!! It's so complicated..

I turn on the Hospital tv and watch 'Outer Banks' it's his favorite show and he's been begging me to watch it. At least I can watch it now to see what it's like.

I have been coughing so much the past few days and they hurt so bad..

After a few episodes of 'Outer Banks' I'm already hooked but My family comes in and they have something behind their backs..

It's the Notebook..

The one he gave me for my birthday the other day. I smile and hug my family and I say Thank you repeatedly.

"You can write in this. Your journey in this hospital" My mom said with a smile. And my dad hands me a teddy bear. It was so cute I keep it on my bed next to me now.

As I start to stare off into space I play with my necklace Theo gave me on my Birthday. The one he has the matching ring to. It keeps me comfort when he's not around..

I know I keep telling myself that I'll tel him soon it's just soon hasn't came yet..

Theo's POV: Mia has been acted strange since the time her and her mother were talking in the kitchen.. I wonder what she's not telling me.

I have to get to the bottom of this. I really hope it's nothing bad. She tells me everything.

Right..

I play with my ring the one that matches the necklace I gave her.. It keeps me comfort when she's not here to do that.

I miss her everyday she gets more distant like she's not even here. Even if she is here she just stares off into space like something is wrong with her..

But each day this feeling in my heart starts getting heavier like something is wrong.

I know something is wrong.

It's like she's putting up an act... Does she hate me or something..?

No...

Why am I thinking like this. I'm always concerned for her. It makes me feel warm when she feels safe. Like hot coco does in the winter.

Now I know why I feel that was towards her..

I love her with all my heart.

Mia's POV: Theo always makes me feel safe and warm and always at home. It makes me think that he's the one for me.

But am I the one for him?

I love him, oh so deeply, but I have no idea what he feels towards me and it makes me nervous.

Because what if I accidentally blurt out I like him one day and he doesn't like me back..

That would feel like someone tore my heart out and now is stomping all over it. It would not end well.

But my love for him will always be my number one priority.. My go to thing when I'm sad or frustrated.

He's the one I'll always come back to. Theo is my Sun, My moon, My everything.

This is the first time I've ever experienced love for anyone that's not family. It makes me smile and makes me feel warm.. Like Hot coco in the winter..