My story

That message.

After a couple weeks I decided that I needed to let him go and Carry on so thats when I began to hang out with my friends again. One day when I hung out with some Friends from an other town I met him, I didn't think that It was even possible but he was perfect so damn perfect. He made me feel again, he made me Happy again. So I decided to hang out with him a couple times more. But suddenly I got a message from that one stranger that I used to love, asking me if he could see me again so guess what because I am stupid ofcourse I said yes but Deep inside I knew I had to say no because I was over him, I had deleted all our pictures I changed his name in my phone but with that one message all the memories came back, so I started to miss him again I thought I needed him again that I couldn't live without him. But then all the bad memories came aswell and It broke me again. So I decided I needed to show him that he Lost me, but I knew that for a part he didn't because i still loved him and I always Will. But I needed to show him that one lie that even I didn't believe I needed to show him that I was better if without him, so I put on my best clothes I did my make-up, my hair. I looked super pretty but Deep inside I knew that when I was going to see him again I was going to fal in love for the second time but I also knew that I needee to hide It because he was going to break me again and I wasnt capable of deeling with that again, so that day at four a-clock I left the House, I was scared so damn scared to ser him again I still couldn't believe that I said yes. I was shaking but I knew I needed to hide It so I did.