My story

From that day on.

I couldn't stop thinking about him, every memorie I has with him was running trough my mind. It hurded a lot but I needed to change my mind from thinking of him to thinking of that one perfect boy. But I couldn't because i Saw in his eyes that he still loved me, I saw that he wanted to kiss me the same way as I wanted to kiss him but we were wise and didn't. It was difficult to change my thoughts because the perfect boy was ignoring me he didn't respond to my messages and when he did his answer were really short and Bolt I didn't know what I did to deserve that. So I kept overthinking, why was he ignoring me, why was he so Bolt, was It because he didn't like me anymore, but he confessed his fellings. I didn't understand It. I kept messaging him but It didn't change anything so I decided to call him when he was online, but he didn't answer I was so mad so fucking mad I couldn't help It but I knew that It wasn't going to change anything. After a couple days he answerd and said that he was really busy the last days because he was working to buy a motercycle I was Happy that we where messaging again we where messaging everyday It felt so damn good. But than I was falling in this Big black hole again I didn't really know why because everything in my Life was getting better but It just felt like I misses something like a little pieces of an puzzle from thousend pieces. I was fighting because i din't  want to fall again but It was to late.