About An

Week 2

Ryder
An
Christian de Jesus
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Saturday March 14, 2015
Trinity is already thinking about college and stuff, she's a freshman! I'm the one who's graduating this year, so now my parents have to watch BOTH siblings grow up. The worst part is that I don't even know what I want to do for the rest of my life... I've always wanted to be an author. But who am I kidding? I suck at writing.
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Sunday March 15, 2015
Her name is An.
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Monday March 16, 2015
Back to school tomorrow... Hooray. I freaking hate that place, all the people and freaking teache

Okay. Weird. I just got a text from An. Well it's not weird but, whatever you know what I mean. I had the courage to go up and SPEAK WORDS TO HER FACE..... So that was exciting.

Hey...... I'm Ryder.
An.
That's a cool name, what's it short for?
Anabella.
Cool. (Long ass pause) so what are you in for? I for one am here by force.
Depression.
Oh... Hey uh that's a pretty nasty bruise you got there. You all right? Well. Uh I mean, uh
'M fine
Uh. Okay.
So um...Mind if I borrow your phone?
Sure?
Here. Call or text if you need anything. Just say where and I'll be there in five minutes or less.
Okay. Thank you.
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Tuesday March 17, 2015
I cannot get last night out of my head. An and I met up at this park nearby, around this old bridge. I know I barely know the girl....
All we really did was talk about ourselves and what we want to do later. She didn't say why she wanted to meet up, but I'm fine with that. She apparently wants to be a therapist, because "they helped me through so much in my life that I just want to do the same." She also listens to this band called Vampire Weekend. Also known as "the greatest thing that happened to this world." I can't remember what her favorite song was, but I remember how her hair looked with the moon shining on it, and how every time she smiled her eyes got just a little bit brighter.
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Wednesday March 18, 2015
Oh Romeo, wherefore art thou Romeo? Ignore thy father and refuse thy name!.... Just shut up Juliet you're what, 13? Even at my age if I liked or-God forbid- loved someone that much I doubt I would die for them..... This play in general just gets on my nerves, I read the part of Paris(joy oh joy) and Skylar is reading Juliet. She's not too bad, Sky always had a talent for music and theater.
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Thursday March 19, 2015
I saw An again today. She was talking to Christian de Jesus. I overheard their conversation and it makes me cringe that Chris was even just looking at her.....

All of that is happening for a reason Anabella. God is always there for you.
Chris, if you're not going to try to help me then please, just save yourself the trouble and don't let the door hit you on the way out.
Anabella I am trying to help you!
My name is An, and your damn bible verses are not doing shit for my life! Leave me alone before you fuck everything up again.
An, we used to be such great friends! What happened to us?
You became a massive dickbag, is what happened.

I've always hated that guy! Like, he doesn't even need to go to a group discussion! So why does he!? He makes me want to just strangle the life out of him!
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Friday March 20, 2015
The only exciting thing that happened was that An texted me during seventh period to complain about Christian de Jesus. The thing is that I haven't seen her around campus at all.... And he is in most if not all of my classes...? Weird, I guess I'll just have to look around more.
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Thank you all for reading! What did you think?
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I'm also thinking about adding in call logs... Idk, I just want all of you to get to know their relationship more and it's kinda hard when your writing in a mental seventeen year old's diary. If I were to do that they would be short and random, so I would never post call logs on Fridays.... Idek what do you all think?
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Love you all!
-DTP