Saturday May 30, 2015
An still hasn't said a single word to me....
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Sunday May 31, 2015
My whole life feels like this giant shit storm. I have finals all next week and I haven't started on studying yet. Fuck my life.
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Monday June 1, 2015
She said hi to me today. I tried getting something else out of her but....nothing.
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Tuesday June 2, 2015
Fuck everything. I'm too stressed out about the finals and shit to write today.
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Wednesday June 3, 2015
English and Science are completed thank God above me. I'll be honest I don't think I can get through this week without acting out, I'm too fucking depressed.
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Thursday June 4, 2015
Last god damned tests. And then I can apply to fucking college great..!
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Friday June 5, 2015
So I went down to the bridge after school (An got a ride with Sky) I was just there thinking about all this crap when I heard something behind me, I turned and saw....An, who would've guessed....She sat down next to me, and we sat in silence for a while before she said, "I'm not mad you know. Just afraid, I never saw you like that before. That whole angry side, it doesn't seem like you...but it is at the same time." Then we sat in more silence before my stupid mouth just blurted "I think I might love you." And then she just stared before leaning in and then I freaking- got up. I freaking left her there! I just drove for hours, God knows where I am now, my phones dead and I'm low on gas.... What a shit storm.
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About An
Teen FictionThis is the journal and journey of Ryder Grayson. Recommend by his therapist (and forced by law) Ryder has to keep a journal for his group therapy discussions. But throughout what he likes to describe as "actual hell on earth" he meets Anabella Will...
