Undying Love: Sons Of Anarchy

Naming

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Everything will change.

"We could name him after your dad." Jax said as I laid in bed rubbing my stomach slowly.

"I don't know.. Luke Teller..." I said.

"I just thought since we already settled to name my baby girl after your mother." He said coming out of the bathroom.

"Excuse you." I said smiling as I saw his grin before he kissed my stomach then my lips.

"Our baby girl." He corrected and I nodded kissing him back.

"It's only her middle name that she gets after my mother." I said watching him as he put up his cut on the coat rack. We had to come up with names for two reasons one the baby shower was this week and we hadn't told anyone what we were having. We already had to push it back because i had been in hospital for a good week. It was our little secret and it was a hard secret to keep being almost 7 months pregnant in 10 days. Abel knew but that's because he heard us talking about it after we found out. He's been good at keeping that secret. I finally started to look as pregnant as a really was. It was starting to get kinda scary. I was put on bed rest due to our boy trying to come out as of two and half weeks ago.

"Theodore?" Jax asked walking towards the bed. "We used to like that name back when we were dating." He said and I smiled.

"I thought you had forgotten about that name." I said.

"Theodore Harry Teller..."I said. "Has a nice ring to it." I told him as I watched his expression change.

"You want to name him after Opie?" He asked me and I just nodded.

"I loved Op just as much as you did. I still stayed in touch with him to check up on you every now and then. I miss him too. And if he was her he would be the god father. So yes I want to name him after Opie... If thats okay with you." I said. Jax leaned over to me and kissed me hard and deep. There was a lot of emotion in this kiss after he broke it he leaned his forehead against mine and touched my belly.

"Theodore Harry Teller, it is then." He told me and I smiled. Finally naming our twins made everything real. We were bringing two beings into this world it was all so strange. Is this what every woman felt like?

"Theodore and Paisleigh Sky Teller." I said smiling wide Jax just rolled his eyes.

"She sounds like a Gypsy." He said as he got up to go check on the boys.

"And my name sounds like a gypsy." I told him as I watched him walk out. Once he left I let out a tired sigh.

"Alright you two...I need for you to stay in just a least a month and a half longer." I whispered to my babies. "Theodore..Your sister won't make it if you try to leave again. I might not either..." I told whispering the last sentence and leaned my head back and closed my eyes in discomfort.

"Mommy." I heard Abel say as he crawled into the bed next to me. "Is my new brother hurting you again?" He asked and I looked over to him with a smile as I touched his head.

"Just a little bit. He doesn't like me very much so he wants to leave." I told him.

"But you're the best Mommy how can he not like you?"He asked me. Comments like that meant the world to me.

"He just doesn't know that like you and Thomas do." I told him I winced a little feeling Paisleigh kick. It hurt but I never minded when it was her. That only let me know that she was still alive. Sometimes she was so still I could swear she wasn't with me anymore. But Theodore he was always moving and turning.

"Is my new sister kicking?" Abel asked excitedly and I nodded motioning for him to place his hands were the kicks were coming from. Abel loved feeling them move and kick. When they stopped Abel leaned down and whispered.

"Be gentle with Mommy. I don't want another Mommy." He told them before he rubbed my stomach. Hearing him say that hit my heart which caused my pregnant emotions to go off causing me to cry. I tried to stop but that wasn't happening. Abel frowned and looked up at me.

"Momma..Whats wrong?" He asked and I just shook my head. He hugged me and I rubbed his back which only made me cry harder. Damn these hormones. Abel looked at me and hopped off the bed running out of the room. Jax came in the room holding a sleeping Tomas only seconds later.

"Baby what's wrong?" Jax asked worried and I just shook my head and covered my face. I hated it when he had to see me cry. He shouldn't have to see me like this.

Jax sat down on the bed and reached his hand out pulling a head away from my face. "Come on we talked about this. You can't hide these things from me. We're in this together." He reminded.

"It's just my hormones... Thats all..." I told him hoping it came out clearer then it sounded. Jax watched me for a second before he handed me Thomas who clung to me instantly. He only woke up for a second to grab a hand full of my hair.

"Momma.."He said and I kissed his head as held only to him with one arm. Abel crawled back into the bed to my free side cuddling up to me. Jax hand rubbed my thigh as I slowly started to gain control over myself.

"Better?"He asked and I nodded.

"I know this is hard Charlie and I know you're hiding some of it from me but..You can't hide it when you're sleeping. You're in pain. You know what the doc said if you were starting to feel pain-" I had to cut him off.

"Jackson I don't want to talk about this in front of our sons. I'm having our children." He just looked at me and sighed putting his head down.

What Jax and I knew that everyone else didn't was that. The further I went with this pregnancy I would risking my life. And the possibility of my making it out of this was getting slimmer by the day.

{It's a short chapter I know but it was honestly hard for me to get back into it having been gone from this story for so long. What do you all think about the names they picked and how do you feel about Charlie's choice to risk her life having the twins?"