Undying Love: Sons Of Anarchy

Bliss

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Everything will change.

Being home was a different feeling; A feeling I wasn't used to. One because the last time I was in this house I was in physical and emotional pain. Jax and I were fighting and I was slipping away day by day. The second reason was, that the house was full of love again...A little bit more crying but nevertheless love. Which is strange thing to say. Our home should have always felt like that. Jackson still had me on house arrest which was fine with me for once. I was laying in that hospital bed for a month and three weeks and four days exactly. I tried too hard to get my release day pushed up after a week of waking up. I tired so hard that I ended up having a stroke and in the end, that caused them to keep me there for another two weeks and more physical therapy than I wanted. The right arm and leg of my body would sometimes go numb while I'm sleeping now a days or even worse my arm would feel as if my nerves were on fire. Though that was something I kept to myself. The only person who knew was my Physical Therapist Joan.

Like every other night; soft cries broke the sweet silence of the night time air. Cries so soft that it was barely noticeable but due to the tingling sensation in my breast I woke.

"Mmm.."I said softly as I heard a groan in my ear while I felt arms tighten around my waist.

"Jackson.."I said softly and felt him nuzzle his face into my shoulder.

"I'll get her.."I whispered softly only to feel his arms move from around me.

"No. I'll get her." He said, slowly getting out of bed. I smiled softly hearing the sound of his footsteps leave the room. I waited until Jax left the room before I sat up slowly and carefully. Turning on the bedside lamp. I was still technically on bed rest even though Dr. Johnson let me go home but I couldn't do anything that would be straining. That was something that Jax never needed to hear. He wouldn't let me do anything at all with out him just about approving of it. I normally wouldn't be okay with that, but after everything that had happened to us he needed to manage me just a little bit to make sure I was safe and I let him. I sat on the edge of the bed and gripped my right arm massaging the muscles slowly. I closed my eyes tightly as I tried to focus on anything else but the burning sensation that was starting to slowly crept down shoulder and into my bicep. Paisleigh hardly ever cried during the night but I was thankful every time she did. It gave me a chance to deal with this pain while Jackson was preoccupied. Biting my bottom lip just as hard as I was squeezing my bicep and shutting my eyes. A gasp of relief finally left my parted lips. It felt like someone had just thrown ice cold water onto a fire. I waited for a minute or two before I stood up then I made my first step. My legs were still stiff from being in that bed for so long every first step after waking up felt like the first step I took to go to the bathroom for the first time in the hospital. Making my way down the hall, my hand held onto the wall for support until I got my footing down, but it wasn't long before the sweet smell of baby powder and new born babies invaded my nose. Even if my babies were now a whole three month old. I leaned against the door frame of the Twin's room to see Jax holding Paisleigh rocking her slowly.

"You Got it?"I asked him, hearing my voice he turned around to look at me and smiled.

"Yeah. She just wanted to see me."He said and I smiled back at him.

"That probably isn't a lie."I told him. Paisleigh had become extremely attached to Jax and he was all she really wanted. I could hold her and she would be fine but the moment she was in anyone else's arms she would cry and cry. It would take me a good seven solid minutes to calm her back down but with Jax it was instant. Once she heard his voice she would open her eyes and stare at him with her green orbs and everything was fine. But Abel, Paisleigh adored Abel, they all did and he was a good big brother to all of them I couldn't be jealous or complain even if I wanted too all the boys were in love with me and favored me. Jackson needed to have one of our kids favor him and Paisleigh was the one.