Is he my cure? (Kian Lawley FanFiction) [completed]

Chapter 8

After playing 20 questions I wanted to go home. I didn't totally want to leave Kian, but it was too much attention for one day. I got home and went to my room, the one thing I couldn't get out of my head was he said we. There was a knock on the front door, and I just push my head into the pillow.

Why can't I be normal and trust people, oh yeah the time I truly trusted what someone said my brother died. Harsh I know, but its ture. He promised me he would be back, that he wouldn't leave me. But he did, he left my alone with no one to trust. I just wanted to die, so I locked myself in my room for two weeks straight. I couldn't handle they were gone, and I blame myself.

You are probably thinking that is really crazy, but Luke lied to me. He never lied to me before, so I belived he would come back... until... I watched with my own eyes...

So why would Kian say we, he probably didn't realize and doesn't want to help me, but what can I belive. I hear foot steps up the stairs and then my door opens. "Parker, Jc wants to talk to you." Nancy says, and I look up with some tears escaping my eyes. I nod my head and she walks away, and Jc walks in slowly.

I sit up and wipe my tears watching Jc as he moves to sit on my desk chair. He sits down and looks up at me. "So, I'm guessing you are wondering why I'm here." I nod my head, and he chuckles. "You're kind of scaring Kian, he came back worried. He thinks he said something to you, and shut you down again."

I stare at him in disbelief. How could I effect him, and make him worry? "Well you may not see it, but we all do. He's been where he's felt alone, and he wants you to know you aren't alone." I look at him and a tear falls. Is what he saying true?

"I don't want to seem pushy or force you into anything, but you can trust him." I raise my eye brows at him. "Give him a chance, to talk to you." I get up walking over to hug him. It surprises us both, but he returns it hugging me tight.

"Just please don't shut him out. He won't be able to deal with it if you do." He still holds me close. "It's okay to talk, talking helps sometimes."

"Thanks Jc." I whisper thinking it was in my head.

"Did you just?" I take his shocked state to pull away, and go to sit back on my bed. We stay quiet for a little, and I worry because I spoke. Is he right? Is trusting Kian a good thing? Can I trust him?

"Do you have Kian's number?" Jc asks breaking the silence. I shake my head realizing we never exchanged numbers. "Here give me your phone." He says extending his hand sitting next to me on the bed.

I do what he says, and he types something in standing up. "Well I got to go, but think about what I said." I nod, and he walks out my room closing the door. I look down and stare at Kian's number. So I decide to text him.

To Kian:
Hello... is this Kian?

To Parker:
Who's this...

To Kian:
Parker... this is Kian right?

To Parker:
Oh hey Parker, yeah it's me. How did you get my number?

To Kian:
I have my ways... um... can I see you tomorrow. It has to be after 1 though.

To Parker:
Sure! What do you want to do?

To Kian:
Hang out...

To Parker:
See you then :)

I put my phone down and lay on my bed. All I can think about is Kian, and why you ask. I have no clue, I don't even have a lot of clothes to wear. What will I wear tomorrow? Nancy then comes in my room and sits on the bed next to me. I look at her and she smiles at me.

"Want to go shopping? We still need our girl time." She asks, and I smile at her nodding my head. She gets up fast as I sit up. "Alright meet me in five minuets." She says, and I nod my head.

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I get home with my arms full of bags, and Nancy's are full too. I got a whole closet and I'm actually really happy. I put my stuff down, and go to close the door. I walk back into the Kitchen as Nancy was starting dinner.

The doorbell rang, and I look to Nancy who went to open it. She comes back with a package and places it on the table. "It's to you." She says, and I walk over and see it's from my aunt and uncle.

I open it cautiously, and see a letter on top of an old familiar blanket. I pick up the letter and read it.

Dear Parker,
We found this blanket that your brother kept here in his room. We wanted to give it to you before you left, but forgot where we put it. He would have wanted you to have it. Remember we love you, and will visit you soon.

I put the letter down, and wipe a tear that escaped my eyes. I feel Nancy's arms wrap around me. I close the box and bring it to my room. After making a few trips with the bags I get down and see dinner on the table.

There was a plate full of pasta, and I smile grew on my lips. Nancy smiles at me as I sit across from her. "So, how was your day with Kian?" She asks taking a bite. I feel my cheeks heat up and a huge smile plaster in my face.

"It was good." I say, and I see her smile at me as I take a bite. She watches me with a smile, and I feel my cheeks heat up more.

"That's good. You're making progress." She says, and I nod. I'm happy we came here, and I'm happy Kian just walked into the house.

"I'm hanging out with him tomorrow." I say, and she smiles bigger if that was possible.

"How fun, It seems like you're starting to trust him." She states. I nod my head taking another bite. "I'm happy you're giving him a chance."

"Me too." I say taking a sip of my water.
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Hoped you liked it. I can't believe she spoke to Jc, but she didn't really mean to. Sorry, no Kian in this chapter. He will be in the next one.

Do you think she will talk to Kian soon? You will have to wait and find out.

Hope you like the picture of him on the side, or up top.