I stayed in his arms until the tears stopped flowing. They finally did and now he is looking in my eyes wiping the tears. "Better?" He asks. I nod my head and look to Nancy.
"He came to see if you were okay, but then we heard you crying." She answers my unspoken question. I look back into his eyes and I back away from him. He seems taken back but covers it quickly. I pull the covers up, so only my head was sticking out.
"I'm not going to hurt you." He says softly. I nod my head knowing he means it. "I just saw you yesterday crying again, and just wanted to make sure you are okay." He explains to me. I see my phone on my nightstand and take it and start typing. I then show him my phone, so he can read it.
Thank you, but I'm just not used to this... all the attention.
That made him frown a little, so I gave him a small smile. He looks to Nancy and she is just watching in shock. "What?" He questions her.
"It took me months for her to start writing." She says, and he looks back at me.
"Why?" I started typing, and then showed him what I wrote.
At first she was just another shrink... and you randomly didn't shut me out. So I kind of trust you... you could have walked away, but you didn't.
He smiles, and I only think it was because I put I trust him. "I promise I won't walk away." He promises, and I shrug. "What?"
Don't make promises you can't keep
He reads it frowning. He opened his mouth to say something, but I put my hand up to stop him.
Don't say anything. I know you won't leave... yet. They always end up leaving.
I show him, and a tear runs down my cheek. "Do you want to do something today?" He asks with a big smile. He is trying to get off the topic, which I am happy for. I look to Nancy and she just nods her head, so I look back at him grinning nodding my head. He laughs and gets up. "I'll be downstairs, so take your time getting ready." He says walking to the door.
I do feel bad because Nancy were suppose to spend the day together. Knowing Nancy, she is just happy I'm not shutting him out. He is just different, and I kind of trust him.
"Well I'll let you get ready then." She says smiling and I roll my eyes. I go to my closet and fine my favorite warm weather outfit. It was a white long sleeve shirt with a navy blue anchor on it. I put on my dark jean shorts and navy blue toms. I didn't put a lot of makeup on, and I put my hair in a messy bun not wanting to take more time.
I walk down stairs and see Nancy and Kian talking quietly to each other. Then Kian looks at me and smiles, his brown eyes brighten a bit. I feel myself blush and look down. "Kian... Kian." Nancy tries to get his attention. He looks back at her slightly blushing.
"Kian please take good care of her." Nancy says. He nods his head and walks towards me smiling.
"Ready?" He asks, and I nod my head.
"Be careful you two." Nancy warns, I roll my eyes, and so does Kian. We walk out the door and I see a Range Rover there in the driveway. I look at him and he looks confused, but then looks at the car.
"Oh, that's my car." My mouth drops a little. He just smirks at me. "There's a lot you don't know about me." He says and walks to the passenger door, and opens in. "Come on." He says gesturing to inside the car.
I slowly walk up to him and get in. He shuts the door and quickly walks to the driver side. This I have to say is a pretty amazing car. He looks to me before he starts the car. I take out my phone and type something I want him to read.
Where are you taking me?
He smiles at me, and turns to start the car. "That's for me to know and you to dot dot dot." I couldn't help but laugh, he just quoted Damon from vampire diaries.
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We pull up to a house and I look at him confused. He turns to me smiling and sees my confusion. "This is where I live." Now that right there was a red flag, and I barley even know him. Was trusting him a bad idea?
"Be careful of my roommates, but you already met Jc." I look at him scared, more people. More people who will think I'm a freak. "Don't worry they won't hurt you, and you only still have to meet Ricky."
"Just come on, and if you absolutely want to leave we can go somewhere else." He smiles at me as he opens the door. "Oh and I hope you don't mind pets." He says and shuts the door. I open mine and walk to Kian. I type on my phone again, and show it to him causing him to laugh.
Don't leave my side.
"I won't." He smiles, and is just about to open the front door. I out my hand on his shoulder and look at him with worried eyes. He looks at me, and pulls me in a hug. "They won't hurt you, or make fun of you. Jc already knows, and Ricky won't be mean. But if he is I will kick his ass." Kian says and I let out a little laugh. I pull away and look into his eyes.
"Are you ready now?" He asks looking into my eyes. I nod my head and he turns to open the door, and does taking my hand.
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Hoped you liked it. So she started writing to him. That's the first step...Her outfit is either on the side or up top, and I thank Pinterest for it.
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Is he my cure? (Kian Lawley FanFiction) [completed]
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