Chapter 20

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We get to the house after stopping at Kian's first. We get there and Nancy is in the kitchen starting dinner. "Hey, guys. How was school?" She asks glancing at us as we enter the room.

"Fine." We say at the same time. I say it a little more bitterly. Nancy and Kian look at me raising an eyebrow at me.

"Well, this one," I say pointing a finger at Kian. "Carried me into our last class. Everyone stared and some took pictures." I say glaring at Kian. He holds his hands up in surrender.

"Hey, you weren't coming." He defends himself.

"How did you carry her?" Nancy questions.

"I took her and threw her over my shoulder." Kian chuckles. Nancy laughs a little too. "Oh, Nancy can I stay the night?"

"Yeah that's fine, but you have to sleep down here on the couch." She says. I blush looking away, and Kian chuckles.

"Will do. So, what are you making for dinner?" Kian asks sitting at the island. I follow him doing the same sitting on the stool next to him.

"Well, I'm making lasagna, garlic bread, and salad." She says smiling. My phone buzzes and I look to see it is from Alex.

"Who is it?" Kian asks looking over my shoulder.

"Alex. He says he's coming back Sunday." I tell him. Kian stays silent looking over to Nancy.

"Do you want me to set the table?" He asks.

"Oh, would you? Thank you so much." She says. Kian gets up and sets the table. Is he mad I text Alex? Doesn't he know I like him? I mean why does he think I kiss him, or let him kiss me?

"Hey do you want some help?" I ask walking over to stand next to him. He glances at me sending a smile my way.

"I got it, but you can get drinks. Only if you want." He says.

"You're the guest, shouldn't this be the other way around?" I ask heading to the fridge.

"Kids, dinner. Come grab the food." Nancy says. We do as she says putting the food on the table before sitting down. We sit down Kian and I on one side, and Nancy on the other.

I just look at the food on my plate not really wanting to eat it. I couldn't get Ricky's words out of my head. "Parker, don't let what he said get to you." Kian says noticing how I haven't eaten yet.

I look at him giving me a weak smile. He looks at me giving me a real smile, but his eyes show sympathy. I open my mouth to say I'm not hungry, but Kian stops me.

"Don't say it because it's not true. Now, please eat Parker. Ricky just thinks you won't be able to deal with our fans. So ignore what he said." Kian says.

"I'll prove him wrong." I say quietly. It makes Kain smile bigger, and I take a bite of the lasagna moaning in delight. I see Kian stiffen a little from it. His cheeks blush slightly. "Nancy, this is delicious." I say stuffing another bite in my mouth.

Kian and Nancy laugh at me scarfing down my food. "So, are you two like..." She trails off. I look at her rising my eyebrows.

"Are we like what?" I ask really confused.

"Dating." She says. "Are you two dating?" She asks. I feel myself blush looking down at my plate.

"No, we aren't dating." Kian says. I stand up from the table.

"Excuse me, I'll be right back." I say walking to the bathroom down the hall. Why would she ask that? I question myself as I shut the door behind me. I look in the mirror and see nothing but a sad girl. She is ugly and shouldn't be anywhere near Kian, who doesn't have a chance what so ever.

I splash cold water on my face. He wouldn't ever like someone like me. Those kisses were probably just to get me to talk, and keep talking. Ricky was right though... I shouldn't be with Kian.

As much as I like him, I need to stay away. I take my phone out and go to his youtube channel. His videos always cheer me up. One caught my eye it's called alone. I sit on the floor with my back against the sink cabinet, and hit play.

After watching the video it only made me want to go hug Kian. That's what I need to do, so I get up and walk to the table. Both have their eyes on me, and I ignore them wrapping my arms around Kian. He seems surprised, but hugs me back wrapping his arms around me. He pulls me sitting me down on his lap.

"What was that for?" He asks.

"I don't want to feel alone anymore." I whisper a tear escaping my eyes. He wipes my tears and cups my face making it face his.

"I'm here for you. All you have to do is talk, and I'll be here when you're ready." He says, kissing my forehead. I feel myself blush as I nod my head. "Parker, you're never alone. You have me, Nancy, and even Jc." He assures me. I nod my head looking to the food grabbing a piece of bread.

"How about I clear off the table, and you two find something to do... until dessert." Nancy offers. We nod our heads, and Kian stands up holding me and carrying me to my room. "Leave the door open." Nancy calls after us.

"We will." Kian replies before walking to my bed and placing me on it. "You just watched that video?" He questions.

"Yes, I needed to cheer myself up with one of your videos. That one caught my eye."

"What upset you?" He asks pulling me closer to him in a hug. I look at the door not wanting to meet his gaze.

"I don't want to talk about it." I say shrugging it off. He stays quite and we just lay here on my bed. He plays with my hair, and I trace his tattoos.

We stay this way for who know how long until we hear Nancy call us down. I hop on Kian's back, and he carries me to the table. I wonder what Nancy had to tell us. We sit down and each take a cupcake. "So, what do you have to tell us?" Kian asks.

Nancy takes a deep breath looking at the both of us, and I feel my stomach go uneasy. She let's out her deep breath and opens her mouth to speak. "I have to go on a trip... my cousin had an operation. I need to watch over her house for a few days." Nancy says.

"Where?" Kian asks. I sit there shocked. Does this mean I have to go too, and meet new people.

"Florida." She answers. She looks to me waiting for a response. "Parker, I know you won't want to go. I'm fine with that, but I need to go." She says. I can't go to Florida.

"Do i have-" I start, but Kian cuts in.

"Can Parker stay at my place?" He asks. Nancy looks at him hesitant. "Nancy, it's me and two other guys. Nothing bad will happen." Kian tries to assure her.

"Okay, but if I let you go, Parker, don't fool around with any of the guys." She says, I feel my face heat up, and probably turning tomato red. "Please, I just don't want you to get pregnant. Your aunt would kill me." She says. I'm completely embarrassed, looking at nothing but the cupcake.

"Nancy, don't worry. That won't happen." Kian says his voice calm.

"It better not. Your mother would kill you. Just be safe and use pro-"

"Nancy, I've had the talk before." Kian says bouncing his leg up and down.

"Okay. I have to leave Monday, so Parker this weekend you will have to pack." I nod my head.

"I'm tired... I'm going to go to bed." I say needing to get out of this conversation. I leave before anyone can say something else.

This isn't going to help me get away from him, but who an I kidding. I need Kian in my life. I like him too much to cut him out.
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