It Was Always You Falling For Me [Ryden] (DISCONTINUED)

Chapter Nine

Abuse warning

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I walked downstairs and saw Brendon cooking.

"Hey." I mumbled.

"Are you annoyed with me?" He asked with puppy dog eyes.

"No Brendon." I sighed. Maybe I was being blunt with him, but I just found out I have a crush on my bestfriend and he's dating the guy I hate? Oh hell no. I mean why would I be mad?

"Look, I get it, you don't like Dallon." He sighed.

"It's really not that...But why Dallon? I mean you hated the guy." I said confused. None of this adds up.

"I...I guess...I mean he's not that bad." He shrugged.

"I, uh, I gotta go." I mumbled and walked towards the door.

"Wait! Ryan!" Brandon called but I ignored him and left his house.

This was more than I bargained for.

I don't want to even think about what it will be like to see Brendon and Dallon kissing and hugging infront of me. Sure, it was only a little crush, but seeing the person you like kiss someone else. Now that is painful.

I ran down the street and to my house.

When I got home my mom was home with Jack watching TV. This was meant to be me and my moms day. Together. Without Jack.

I stormed into the living room and growled at them.

"Your a sick guy! You fucking disgust me! I hate you! Your changing my mom, she was such a great mother and now you've turned her into this monster!" I shouted feeling tears prick at my eyes.

"Shut the fuck up faggot before I manage to find some energy to hit you." He glared at me.

"What?! Just because I'm gay you use that as an excuse to insult me?" I screamed and felt myself panic when I realise what I had just said. Oh my god. I just came out. Oh my god oh my god oh my god. Holyshitholyshitholyshit.

I stood there dumbfolded hoping they wouldn't realise what I said but of course my luck was juat the best.

"Oh, so faggot boy is a faggot." He smirked.

"Jack, baby, that was uncalled for." She said frowning.

"Shut up." He snapped.

"You." He pointed at me.

"You little faggot. Your gonna pay for your sins." He smirked as I felt a lump grow in my throat.

"I'm gonna beat the shit out of you." He smirked as he ran towards me.

I tried to move but he was too fast. He knocked me to te floor and punched me in the face repeatedly until there was warm liquid on my face. My vision was blurred and he began punching both sides of my jaw with his large fists.

"P-please." I said quietly.

"Jack! Stop!" And that was the last thing I heard before I completely blacked out.

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I woke up in my bed with a pounding headache. My mom was sitting on the carpet with a cigarette between her lips.

I blinked a few times and sat up rubbing my head.

My mom shot up and hugged me.

"Are you alright Ryan?" She asked sadly.

"Fucking peachy." I muttered.

She frowned and let go of me.

"I know it seems like I don't care about you, but I love Jack. And if he doesn't take his anger out on you he might leave me..." she trailed off. Oh, she didn't care about me at all. She only cared about keeping her stupid boyfriend.

"Your not my mom anymore." I growled and I saw her eyes fill with tears.

"What the fuck is going on here?" Jack stormed into my room.

"Did he make you cry?" He asked my mom.

She didn't say anything and he swung his fist to my already bloody and black and blue face.

I felt more liquid run down my face. Great.

I didn't even bother to look at my face or clean it up before I ran out the room.

My mom grabbed my arm and sniffed.

"Ryan, please don't do this." She begged.

"Goodbye Danielle." I said to my mom or just Danielle now, before running down the stairs and out the door while grabbing my jacket on the way.

I ran out the house and down the road. In these past few days my life had turned from good to great to a fucking disaster.

I kept on running down the street with hot tears mixing in with the blood all over my face.

Suddenly my legs gave out and I collapsed onto the sidewalk. I didn't make a move to get up but just laid down and cried quietly.

I laid there for nearly two hours before someone stopped walking beside me.

"Ryan?" They asked.

I looked up wearily and saw Spencer. When he saw my face his eyes went wide, nearly bulging out his skull.

"What the hell happened?!" He shouted in concern.

"I don't wanna talk about it." I said quietly as it hurt to move my mouth.

He nodded in understanding, I knew he wanted to ask questions but I saw the look on his face that told me he was holding himself back.

He quickly helped me up and hugged me.

"Are you okay?" He asked.

"Not really." I sighed feeling tears in my eyes again.

"Ryan, I can't help you if you don't tell me what's wrong." He pulled away.

"My moms boyfriend is violent. My mom only wants me there so he can beat me to keep him calm so he doesn't leave her and he hates the fact I am a flaming homo." I said with a sarcastic smile.

He looked at me shocked.

"Ryan...that's serious stuff. You need to go the police about this." He said worried.

"No." I shook my head firmly.

"Ryan! Yes." He exclaimed loudly.

"No." I shook my head again.

"Ryan....this guy needs to get locked up." He sighed dramatically.

"No." I shook my head again.

"Fine." He sighed.

He took his phone out his pocket and dialled someones number while holding the device to his ear.

I gave him a confused glance but he put he put his finger up signalling me to wait.

He soon spoke up to whoever was on the phone.

"Hey, uh I just found Ryan and he's hurt really badly. I'm really late for a dentist appointment so can you please come get him?....yeah he's just by the park...okay thanks." He said and hung up.

"Who was that?" I asked.

"Pete and Patrick. Their coming to get you. Just wait here. Look, I would love to wait with you but I really, like, really, really need to go." He said annoyed.

"It's fine." I sighed.

"Okay, just wait here." He ordered before hugging me and beginning to walk up the street again.

"Thank you." I whispered more to myself more than him.

A/N:

Hey guys. This chapter is a little longer. I hope I did okay. This story is getting dramatic yall. Fuck this is so horrible to write. Writing about abuse and those things are very touchy subjects for me so it's very hard. I hope the chapter was worth the effort I put in.

Stay weird

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Till nex time Killjoys.