I wake up and sit on the bed sashaa is laying right next to me . I'm surprised I didn't hog the bed nor the blanket . I lay lazily for a second and move to grab my phone as usual. I turn on my phone and I get a few notifications don't worry I'm not that famous but my friends do spam text me bahahah.
My heart stops beating for a complete second my heart is now pounding in my chest and my eyes are widened . I turn to sashaaa and shake her she quickly shoots up and says , dude what and is about to throw hands when I say sashaaaa nooo fuxking way , no fuxking wayyyy. I throw my phone cause I'm just to anxious and overwhelmed. Sashaa grabs my phone and looks at what I'm panicking about. She starts squealing and smiling oh so brightly . I look at her and she looks at me both in sync and we both scream but not so loudly .
Keshiyni I swear to god the readers don't know what you're talking about .
Ok so so q few months ago there was this guy on tiktok ( he plays Minecraft for a living ) , I dmed him cause you know , yolo anyways after dming him I didn't think he would respond I mean the dude has 50 thousand people following him but it's not like the message was weird or anything the message simply says
" say hi to Chester "
*insert picture of a dog ,*
The sole reason I did this is because he likes dogs and he has one I mean who doesn't like dogs
Davina had doggy fever and the girl keeps spamming me with cute videos of them , am I mad ... helll nahhh
For crying out loud sashaa has 2 dogs and their absolutely adorable
He replies with a short message that reads " hi Chester " . My heart cannot take this first of all never did I think he would reply second of all never did I think I would start panicking like this plus this guy has 12 year olds simping over him like his comments on tiktok just make me want to throw up . Their sooo bad .
We both get out of bed and I stop mid walking and tell sashaa to hit me cause I usually make up scenarios in my head like this and it never happens so this just seems to real to be a scenario . She hits me hard on my shoulder and I wince I'm just sore * that's what she said * sorry got that from lilah . From tennis I'm sore from tennis. Sashaa goes to have a shower while I still try to breath and think stuff through although it's really not a big deal . I just like to overthink everything. After sashaas done I quickly shower . Keshiyni why are you showering in the morning , well I feel gross and thats not nice . I come out smelling soo good . Can I just say that I left him on seen I haven't actually replied to his message and I feel soo bad cause I just don't have the heart to leave someone on seen or just ignore their messages cause its just not , I honestly don't know but I just don't do it as often like my family groups on WhatsApp I'll ignore them and I will have over 200 messages from them and I honestly don't get it .
Today sashaa and I are going out together after so long and I'm honestly so excited . Here's a quick fit check
I'm wearing a little tank with straight leg black pants and a flannel and a hat cause my hair is just not it . I also have some jewellery on and my Jordans on. Your prolly like omg you're so basic . Girl no I've always wanted to where this outfit out with someone that's not my family you know cause its just weird .
Sashaas quick fit check she's wearing a little summer dress that's kinda body tight i don't really know how to explain it you guys just imagine ok . I'm sorry.
We have breakfast and sashaas mum drives us to the mall , the boys are doing something else I'm not really sure but something else . I have the biggest smile on my face . I am wearing a mask so you can't really see my smile but I have the biggest. We reach IKEA and we both hop off and we tell sashaas mum that we'll call her to let her know what's happening. I would drive but I haven't got my licence yet but I still know cause my dad's been teaching me . He yells mostly and I cry but I eventually know what I'm doing wrong . We walk into IKEA. You're prolly like why IKEA so random well I wanted to get candles and sashaa wanted to get some stuff for her room. I grab the little basket as we are walking in and we slowly take our time and walk in through the pre decorated rooms. As sashaas checking the price for something she really likes I pull out my phone in the thought that I should prolly reply to the dm . I reply with cool and thats all . A few seconds on my phone he leaves me on read. My phone accidentally slips off my hand clumsy me, and the message types fuck you and it sends as I'm picking my phone from the floor. My germaphobe self grabs a hand sanitizer and wet wipe and wipe down my phone and hand, cause I touched the floor got knows what's been there .I pick up my phone to look at it and the screen lights up to my conversation with him. I feel like a wave of embarrassment just washed all over me . I quickly delete it but of course only at a time like this he wants to see the message. I throw my phone without a worry where it was gonna land. I call sashaa she quickly runs over picks up my phone which landed on the IKEA bed . *make a mental note to sanitize phone* . She looks at the messages and she's just like what did you do and I say mu finger slipped and the phone fell and it accidentally types that out and I don't even know howw. The dumbass replies to my message with .
Ok
Just an ok
I take of my hat and strap in to one of the holes for the belt area and grab a claw clip from my bag and clip my hair up.
As sashaa is giving me back my phone she accidentally clicks on the call button him I start panicking and I'm sweating all over although they would say IKEA is cold but right now helll nahhh . My whole body is shaking at this point I make it a point to never have instagram ever again . Keep in mind we didn't end the call . He fuxking answers the call and goes hello my eyes widen. I still have my mask on so he doesn't really know my full identity unless he stalked my Instagram but I'm sure he has better things to do . Sashaa standing next to me is just walking around and im following her except I have him on call
You're prolly like why aren't you ending the call well I'm not talking to him so what makes you think my thumb can do that . He says ,
" hi
" hey
" this is so random
I stop cause sashaa stops to look at something. So I take a seat on a chair and look at him and might I add he's never shown his face , so technically I've seen his face which is crazy and he's very good looking like what the heck he had really nice hair in the one picture he posted but he is hella attractive . The voice , his beautiful voice .
I say
Sorry can we start again
He nods
I say
Hello I'm keshiyni I'm so sorry and I tell the story .
The dude doesn't look convinced
I give him a shocked look cause I know it sounds dramatic but it's ture that's what happened.
I try to keep a conversation with him I mean I tell him where I am cause he's all the way in the UK and I'm in Malaysia so he can't kidnap me . Or can he !?!?
I talk a lot and I try to not make it awkward but its sooo hard .
So I keep on talking
About my life :))
I say
I'm in IKEA right now and I'm here with my cousin and we're just looking around . I'm 16 yeah I actually turned 16 just a few months ago I laugh at the thought cause it was a very weird yet pretty cool day . I take a few sneaky screenshots cause I NEED TO TELL DAVINA, are you crazy. He looks at me with pure amusement and im just smiling but thank god he can't see that .
I continue to tell him
So how are you , congrats on your tiktok and YouTube by the way and he nods , as I walk around I show him things I want it my house I have no clue why . See this is my problem I get comfortable with people out of nowhere and I start talking to them like I've known them all my life . One day I'm gonna get kidnapped and their prolly gonna just send me back home why cause they would get sooo annoyed just like siblings.
Walking around talking to him and having sashaa look around for stuff for her was so much fun he was mostly just nodding but I'm not fussy .
I found the candle Isle and I got sooo excited . My initial plan was to just by 2 and get more at Bath and body works but they had some really nice smelling ones . Sashaa bought a few plants I didn't cause well I'm not going home for awhile .
Keep in mind this boy is still on call with me as we finish paying for our stuff. I wanted the vanilla soft serve they usually have so we got some anf we walked to the Curve which isn't really that far from IKEA we were going to uber there but we didn't. We get to IKEA and we decide to have lunch cause miss sashaa was hungry . I wasn't to hungry. While we wait for sashaa to get her food I decide to get starbucks for the both of us cause I want some and the starbucks was right next to the store she was getting her food . We decided to eat outside cause it just felt nice , ignoring how hot Malaysia actually is . So I wait outside i brought a little picnic blanket in my little bag , yes I still don't know how it fit in there but it did. I sit out and talk to boy toy. This time I ask him to tell me something about him cause I kinda feel bad , I mean I was ranting to him about everything came off the top of my head .
He slowly starts talking about himself but I make a mental promise that I can't blurt this out to anyone or else I mean he keeps his identity a secret so I want to respect that.
A few minutes in and sashaa walks out with her food and im just listening to him and yes I have an airpod on one ear and sashaa has the other one in ...
What it's just so that I don't say something that isn't wrong and so davina gets all the tea .
I tell him I have to got cause I'm gonna chill and talk to sashaa and I tell him how fun he is and he just scoffs and says something sarcastic like , I'll talk to you soon he says , but we both now that is going to happen, he said it in a very sarcastic way.
After ending the call I look at sashaa she hasn't eaten her sushi yet she's just looking at me and I start squealing like no wayyyy. We both continue talking about what happened during the past few hours . I must be dreaming cause there's no way .
Authors note
Heyyy this one is actually soo long but I hope you like it hope its expressive enough and yeah !
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