Is it bad that I miss him
School just finished and I couldn't be happier.
I see my friends chat for a bit when I see mums car I quickly run and get in cause I wanna go home
The moment I reach home like always I spray my bag and shower cause its mandatory.
I sit down on the bean bag all clean and just on my phone .
The amount of messages I got from him is scary .
I don't turn on my data at school cause I don't need it .
The messages read
" hey baby "
" where are you "
" oh what nevermind just remembered you're back at school "
" I hope you have a great day "
" my love "
" did you eat "
" are you back from school "
" how was the day "
" talk to me "
" it's already late "
" did your mum forget about you "
" did she "
" love are you ok "
" keshiyni "
" I see you leaving me on read "
" sorry hi , just got home "
" hi my love "
" Ugh "
" ok that's mean "
" and "
" woman "
" yes man "
" did you have anything you'd like to tell me "
" no " , that's when it hit me 'Sarah '
" do you have anything you'd like to tell me "
" no not really "
" lies "
" I don't lie "
" yeah ok , then who's Sarah huh "
" right , so you did hear "
" of course I did you prick "
" right ok , darlin- "
" don't be calling me darling ass "
" ok "
" you know what if you don't want to it's none of my business and I honestly don't have to know now do I "
" no no , I want you to know "
" ok then I'm all ears "
" ok , Sarah and I used to date and she did end up cheating on me but I didn't think much of it you know cause I didn't think I like her that much "
" did you guys end up breaking up "
" yeah she broke up with me "
" dang ok "
" yeah "
" do I feel bad for you , eh , not necessarily "
" ok yeah I don't either "
" yeah ok I'm gonna go eat "
" ok "
I actually already ate , I just felt uncomfortable and didn't want to be in that vibe . Lol
So i just sat there on my dads computer looking into the trip to London . Am I aware that he might be there ? Yes
Do I still wanna go ? Obviously, I've had a few teachers recommend me now all I need is to either get head prefect or one of the two deputies . I'm quite excited .
Davina , Shobhanaa and Jayshrii are definitely going because we'll they're good in English I can already go it's just that since I'm already a prefect it's better to decide plus there's another girl in the prefects group who is also in the decision, so it's either me or her . Only 4 people are required cause they would have to pay more for more people .
I ended up falling asleep with the laptop on my lap .
A week later ,
So your girl here ended up being picked as head prefect . Never in a million years did I think I would .
And I'm the first female Indian kid that's ever became head prefect so she here setting a record .
So it's confirmed now that I'm going on that trip.
Ita currently January and the trip is only in March but we have so much to do . So many preparations, so many forms to fill up .
The amount of students going isn't alot , it's just about 10 people and they've already picked 5 so now I get to hold auditions and see who has similar qualities to what the teachers suggested.
The amount of things I need to do . Sigh .
Today's a Tuesday and on Tuesday we have PE but since I'm holding auditions I'm aloud to wear PE clothes anytime of the week and I manged to convince my teachers to let me use the air conditioned room to get everything ready for this conference.
