Koms POV
FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK
shes making me rethink everything.
It's sooo weird
I can't believe that I was trying to mess with her
We've been talking for soo long and is she trying to send me hints . I mean I kinda know she likes me.
Does she ?
What if she doesn't. Would that make me an asshole .
She makes me feel so happy . It's only been 2 months.
I want her. I need her .
They way she makes me feel .
I read all my comments and what sucks is how uncomfortable it makes me and she makes me feel so comfortable. Not in a weird way .
I'm gonna make her come to the UK .
I have school today just like every other day . Schools been so hard lately . Being one of the smartest isn't paying off .
The way I can rant to her and she'll just listen and for some reason the conversation always goes of track.
I like her . I really do
I didn't think I would
It's so weird
Howww
I was just play along and now I can't stop thinking about her she makes my heart happy .
What is this .
What is wrong with me .
I just don't want to get hurt .
My dog moseys into the room like the little queen she is and sits on my bed . I want her on my bed . Yeah I should stop . I put my phone down and go downstairs to the kitchen .I'm hungry . Mum and dad are both at work . I think jake might come over . Jake is one of my mates since we were kids . I'm only nice to him cause mum says I need friends .
No .
I hear the doorbell ring and he waltzes in knowing damn well that the door is open . Yeah I should lock it .
We spend thr rest of the day playing Minecraft and some other games . We played with this random guy online . Dude was super dodgey. Super super dodgey.
I get a text from her. I put down my controller and Jake starts cussing. The message reads so are we playing the silent treatment or are you just ignoring me cause I'm bored and I've got all my stuff done and ready for school . Call me you ass . Stop leaving me on read you prick . Oh sorry that was aggressive. But like call me . Wait I can call you . Lmao . Hold on I wanna go to the loo .
This girl .
She.
She calls me after a solid 15 minutes that I was quite mad about come one 15 minute you're gonna leave me waiting . No . Jake is now playing with himself cause he got mad at me before for stopping which made us loose so yeah. We stopped playing Minecraft a long time ago.
" hey " she says
"Hey baby"
" stop "
" never"
" I hate you "
" you know you love me "
" pfft bold of you to assume "
" oh "
" wait huh "
" nothing "
" you ok "
" I am now "
" fuck you "
" you would like that wouldn't you "
"Wowww ok "
" have you eaten anything my love "
Jake looks at me confused
" no and will you stop with that "
" why haven't you eaten "
She stays silent
" keshiyni "
" why haven't you eaten "
" umm " she starts
" baby are you ok "
" yeah im fine , why "
" did you eat "
" no "
" why "
" I wasn't hungry ok and can you please stop "
" ok im sorry "
" ok now I want to watch a movie "
" wanna watch together "
" no im good "
" no "
" what do you mean no "
" I'm watching it with you "
" why "
" cause I can "
" don't you have jake or someone over "
" howd you know that "
" sources "
" yeah but I'd rather hang with you"
" it's cause I'm cool isn't it "
" no its cause jakes really bad at everything "
" fuck off " jake says
" your in my house " he stays quiet
" I'm still here " she says her voice just sending me little goosebumps .
" yeah I know "
" acknowledge me you prick "
I honestly don't know where she learnt that word but it's her word .
Jake looks at me and says " who are you even talking to " with an attitude
" to my girl "
" umm no im not "
" oh please "
" whattt " jake says
She immediately starts saying no . Shouldn't she be happy and completely red from me saying that , or was that the reaction I was expecting.
Shes brown ya dingus . Her face ain't gonna be red
I look at my phone and she looks completely flustered . She's smiling from ear to ear . I- . She looks at me and says ,
" your girl huh "
" yeah you like it "
Without hesitation she says
" no "
It feels great you know . Amazing. No it definitely doesn't feel like you just got shot .
I have never felt this cheesy in my entire life .
Shes making me feel like this am I mad about no . I want to fall for her . I want her to be mine and only mine .
She snaps her chubby little sausage fingers bringing me back to reality and she says ,
" you still wanna watch the movie with me "
" nah I'm good" I tease
" suit yourself " she go's to end the call
" no , I'm kidding but you can watch your movie and I'll play my game "
" but my ipads gonna die "
" and "
" bitch I ain't letting it die for you "
" excuse me "
" I said what I said "
" umm "
" fine , ugh "
I kiss the screen she just looks at me giving me a weird face .
" do you have any female friends "
" yeah "
" oh ok "
Odd question but ok
Oh shit
" yeah I do but their just friends "
Jake gives me a look .
I'm mad
The fucker can't even let me spend time with my girl . If she called me hers ,
Fuck if she said that I would die
Would she care if i had female friends . I mean I'm sure she has male friends .
I'm too funny
But I'm sure its not biggie.
Jake starts talking about my exes .
He mentions Sarah's name
My heart sinks .
I immediately end the call and and text her saying dude I'll call you tomorrow.
Have a great day at school .
Just as I'm about to blow up on jake ,
The fucking cunt Sarah texts me
What the fuck does she want .
