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Mention of Ed (eating disorder)
After sashaa finishes her sushi we grab our drinks and continue into the mall walking around and of course we did go into Bath and body works. The sole reason I go into here when I'm with my rich sister is to try the try ons and they smell sooo freaking good it's soo weird, but this time I can get whatever I want . Heheh. I spent not a lot at IKEA and I also want to get some clothes because I currently don't have clothes. Like I do but at the same time I don't, like the clothes that I have the ones I know I will never wear are the ones I never where and when that happens I give them away as in goodwill but most of the times my mum forces me to keep them but miss ma'am I know I'm not going to wear it so why WHAT WAS THE REASON !?!?. We walk into Bath and body works and I get the Draco Malfoy scented candle cause I've been trying to get it for almost 2 years and it just happens to be sold out everywhere and to my surprise they did have it . Yay. I walk over to the hand sanitizer part of with all the rows of the mini little tubes and grab like a few , I'm literally obsessed with these I would save my money just to buy these . After grabbing a few I grab some like one ot two cases cause the cases here are soo expensive but thank god its a new outlet and they have discounts . Sashaa and I both get matching cases and I get some body lotion and perfume cause they smell sooo goood . I went a little crazy .
After Bath and body works, I manage to have some self control and stop spending my money , we walk into hnm and you bet your ass I bought some clothes I just couldn't they had some new clothes and they were just really cute . I know I was suppose to this at the very beginning but I just forgot to but I have dark brown to black hair brown eyes and im quite tall if you ask me I mean compared to my siblings I got the best genes just saying .
During these holiday times is prolly the best times to go shopping . Sashaa got some clothes and we both decided to do a little fashion show at home . Eheh. We walk around for a bit more when we come to a typo and nobody can stop me from walking into this place . No-one . I walk in and grab a basket Sashaa simply rolls her eyes but continues to follow me in . I place in some pretty notebooks . About 2 of the mini ones and afew of the big ones and a 2 of the fat thick ones . I also grab a water bottle cause I need one and some key chains .I can't stop but then eventually stop or else I'm going to run out of money . I spend about a rm 100 in typo but I got discounts cause I'm a member . Mums gonna be so disappointed but then again it is my money but still she's not gonna be phased but she's gonna be mad .
After leaving typo we decide thats it for the day cause I can't move my legs anymore they hurt
That's what she said. No. Thanks lilah .
But before going home we decide to go to the grocery store just to get a few snacks but then I call sashaas mum and ask her if she needs anything that way we can just get it cause its really not a problem.
She sends me a list and we get all the stuff she needs and we need and call her to come pick us up . We get it and I thank her for taking time out of her busy day to this for us cause I know I had so much fun . Getting home I was soo excited we showered then sanitized my phone bag and everything I bought . I also got sashaa something without her looking somehow and I also got davina , mayraa , gurpreet and harith some stuff cause I just saw them using it and thought they would like it . I got davina and mayraa both candles and as for the other two I got them typo I wanted to get them food but I only see them after my other cousins place . We walk in and we do a little haul for the YouTube which yes I did vlog . Lol . I don't have that many friends like prolly around a few thousands and im forever greatfull and yes . That's how I get my money . I know I know its cringy but it's actually quite fun you know. I often get sponsors and it's really fun .
After the haul , we were called downstairs to eat I just didn't feel like eating and sashaa looks at me and says bro you didn't even it before , I just say I'm not to hungry but I'll eat in a bit. Slight trigger warning . Yes I have ed, but I'm recovering and yes it's been one of the hardest . I've been avoiding eating because there's always a fear food involved and I just can't bring myself up to eat it and to be honest my friends on YouTube don't know about it but I'm sure when I'm ready I'll tell them it just takes time that's all.
We go upstairs and lolly gag over every little with davina on call . Duhh.
I then receive a message from koms saying how was it . First off , it's sweet that this random stranger cares . Second, why does he care lmao. Third bye dude he messaged me . I CANT . I CANT .
I squel, them show my phone to sashaa she screams . The fact that this just happened please I thought this would only happen in my dreams .
I don't reply yet but it says seen and I feel kinda bad .
What should I say?
Authors note
Heylooo sorry this one seems a little boring but I just dreamt of it this way teheh
Hope you like it
Bye
Mwah
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