Keshiyni's POV
Who the fuxk is Sarah?
Keshiyni it's none of your business its fine . It's not like you like him right . Yeah I don't like him .
I went to bed that night feeling very uneasy
Not only is my mouth swollen but also because I didn't know anything about his exs . Don't get me wrong if he wants to tell me I'm all ears but, I just feel a slight hit of insecurity in that region . For all I know she could be a famous Instagram model like Sashaa . Hot girl shit . Lmao
I'm sure its fine . Yeah , and when he's ready to tell me . I'll be here to listen you know . Yeah .
Today is a Monday right .
FU CKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK
School
See the problem is I really do hate school but I'm way too dumb not to go . Have I considered home school
Heck yeah , but then I decided to drop the idea the moment online school started .
My mum said no either way .
My alarm wakes me up . I feel like going back to sleep . I'm sooo sleepy . But I can't. I can't be late . I'm a prefect . Annoyed with myself I get up, walk to the toilet and shower. Ahhhhh
Hot water
Yes . I mean I like hot water .
The ac was turned on the kinda the whole night so it was freezing .
It's currently around 5.50 / 6.00 .
Yes I have alot to get done .
I have to be I school by 7.15 but we leave the house around 6.50 to avoid morning traffic.
I step out the shower and walk into my room and start changing .
It's a Monday ,
Meaning I have to wear my blazer with a shirt 'which might I add is long sleeve ' . Ughhh
Is it not hot enough in Malaysia.
Anaways I make sure to put on quite a lot of deodorant cause um I know I'm gonna drip sweat all day . Lmao
I get ready , grab my bag and run down . My mum is downstairs making breakfast for me and my lunchbox for school. I usually just tie my hair up into a ponytail but today I'm feeling extra friskyyy. I braid my hair into Dutch braids and tie it to the back in one ponytail. It's cute . I them tie my bow . Yes I did eat but not alot . I throw up when I eat in the morning . Ugh . I did a sum math questions on my ipad cause my mum said I should . " it freshens up the brain " she says . I assume she's right so I do . Plus is helps me get my simple math just by my fingertips . Which is sooo useful .
I rush out the door . I did grab my phone . Cause I cannot not have it . Are you kidding .
I reach school on time and go to thr assembly hall . Ahhhhh. I hate assembly's more then anything . That's not right. The point is I hate assembly's.
Blah blah blah
Morning announcement
Blah blah blah
New year
Blah blah blah
London student conference
Blah blah- fuck
AH SHIT .
I mean they did mention that they are only gonna pick a few students so, I've got no hope .
Sir syed asked me to meet him after the assembly.
" congratulations keshiyni "
" uh why"
" you got first place for the public speaking competition last term , well done "
" oh really " I start squealing, cause dude I worked so hard for this competition and it would be such a waste if I lost .
He proceeds to say
" Keshiyni I want you to go for the Londont trip "
" sir, I'm the wrong person to ask "
" no you're not , your English is far more advanced than most kids here and you need as much exposure as you can "
" how long is the trip "
" a month but they might make you stay for a student exchange program "
" sir 2 months , I'll have to think about it but thank you "
" yes , yes take your time but I will bring your name up during the meeting "
Hold on don't I have to be a head prefect or deputy to go on the trip . I'm confused
We have a prefects meeting and the juniors now have to decide who they want as their head and deputy and other leaders , but we only find out next week where they will have a full on ceremony. Which I find completely unnecessary but eh I guess it'll be fun.
I can't anymore please bell , please ring . I'm hungry
It rings and we move to the canteen but since it's the first day they haven't really assigned our duties so we just do whatever we want . So just like every other prefect I decide to eat with my mates and then go do some minor duties . Cause bitch I ain't getting yelled at .
I have my lunchbox with me and my blazer cause I have to or else they just get mad at you. Istg . I sit down at a clean table outside cause its nice and it's clean like decent enough . My friends slowly show up. Some of them buy food from the canteen. Some of them steal mine and some of em bring their own.
Mum packed me ham sandwiches and some fruits and veggies and some junk food . Ahh yess I'm in love . Lmao .
I only give my friends some of the chips cause I'm way to hungry right now, but for some reason my brain is saying no .
It's saying things like , no keshiyni, to much calories keshiyni , you look fat keshiyni , you're gonna put on so much by eating that keshiyni, but I manage to push through and eat it slowly and I did ask my peers of I could get extra time and I did tell my teacher that I'm recovering and she was more than happy to give more time .
Stan my English teacher.
Going up to class in stopped by a teacher, head English teacher, she proceeds to tell me to join the London trip , she said that me , davina , Shobhanaa and jayshrii , few of the good English speakers should go and yes everything is paid for of course . But since we are being invited I don't think I need to fill in the registration form . Prolly the other one . But I'm not sure yet .
Wait sashaas going too
I'll ask mum when I get home
I walk back up to class when someone from a class my friend is in says
" hey Keshiyni right "
" no sorry wrong person " forgetting I have my name tag on , fuckkk
" umm " he points at my name tag
" ahah yeah , something you need "
" um yeah , uh not really just wanted to say hi "
" oh ok hi , hope you have a great day "
" you too "
I smile and quickly race to my class
I hate human interactions .
It's so awkward and weird.
I go back to class and just cry cause school doesn't end till 1.20 and its 10.20 .
Fuckkjkjjkk
