𝔽𝕠𝕣𝕘𝕖𝕥 𝕒𝕟𝕕 ℝ𝕖𝕘𝕣𝕖𝕥 (On Hiatus?)

Phil?

(This is part 2 of the last chapter)

TW: voices

Phil's POV

The voice followed me around all day, in the end I just went home as I was unable to get anything done. After some time my head started to hurt again. I felt slightly dizzy and disoriented.

"Ugh, my head hurts" I complained stopping what I was doing.

The voice appeared beside me again, it seemed like the thing could teleport almost. "Yeah, it will whenever were around" he smiled almost sadistically.

God, I hate this bastard. "Yup, fantastic, I love this" I dramatically shrugged and sighed. The voice stared at me and took a moment to respond.

"Ya know Phil, your not supposed to see us"

That caught me off guard a bit, "then why can I?" I asked, turning to him since I had turned my back to him.

He laughed, I have no idea what part of this he finds so funny, it's sickening.

"Because you need help Phil!" He said in a loud voice like it was an obvious thing.

"Help?" I questioned.

He tsked, "Do you think seeing a vision of your son is normal?" He still had that fucking smile on his face as he ran his hands through his hair.

"No, not exactly..." I shook my head looking off to the side.

"Exactly. Were the place in your head that knows everything you don't. Were your thoughts you don't wanna acknowledge and we keep them from your for a reason." I didn't know how to respond to that.

"You've just tried to forget about so much that were overloaded! Now we can't hide anything from you anymore! So, here we are!" He tilted his head a bit and raised his arms.

I rubbed at my temple and looked away again. God nothing made sense lately, 'just let it go an accept it Phil' I thought. I sighed "well, at least I'll have you for company then I guess.." I shrugged.

He got closer to me still smiling, "suuuuure, we guess that's fine if you want that"

I hummed in response, I was starting to space out slightly and get stuck in my own thoughts. The voice seemed to notice and started circling me.

"Man, why are you so calm about this?! Ranboo was terrified!", he manically chuckled in a mocking voice.

'Wait, Ranboo- what does he mean- no nononono-'
"What?", was all I could say in a small voice. I was worried and confused.

"What?", he stopped circling and smirked.

"Wait, what happened to Ranboo? What the fuck did you do?!" I furrowed my brows and clenched my fists. I know that Ranboo's been dealing with voices of his own for some time...but..if mine is affecting him then-

"Nothing! He's fine! What do you mean?" The voice answered.

"Nothing..." I let out a breathe of relief, I was slightly calmer but didn't let my guard down.

"You really care about him don't you?", he smirked and got right next to me, way too close to comfort.

"More than Wil huh?" His voice was cruel and he smirked wider, my eyes widened and I felt a shiver go down my spine.

Ranboo's POV

I haven't seen Philza in some time and I was worried about him. Me and Tubbo had baked him some pastries and other goods as a gift for him and Techno. They deserve it.. They've both been through so much..

'Ah, no time to get upset Ranboo! This isn't the time!'

I knock on Phil's door, I wait for a few minutes before I realized he wasn't going to answer. Nonetheless, I knock again, nothing. I sigh, worried.

'Maybe he's not home? He usually is, especially with...everything..that's been happening right now.'

I shake my head to stop those thoughts from ruining my day again. I was about to leave and go back home when I heard a faint noise from inside.

It sounded like..Phil! And, that was it..? It sounded like he was having a conversation but the only person talking was him.

I curiously go to the side of his house and look through a window and he's there. He's talking...to no one? Just like I had thought!

'But-what-eh this is so weird'

He looks upset and worried.

I go back to his door and open it, I know it's wrong to randomly enter somebody's house but in a situation like this...I think it's fair. If he's hearing voices too..I might need to help by butting in.

I entered quietly, I could only hear muffled voices from the outside but now his voice is clearer. I know that if I ask him what's wrong he'll not tell me everything so I just listen for some context as I silently hide.

"Well, I assume..." He sounded so defeated and upset...

He growled and shook his head "Well, Ranboo isn't the one that blew up L'manburg and forced me to kill him alright!?" His little outburst made me flinch.

He seemed to stop and listen for a moment. "What do you mean...?" He looked hooked yet still angry.

His face suddenly turned to one of fear "W-Wilbur..?" He had tears in his eyes and stepped a bit away from the spot he was staring at.

"No-NO! You're not him! You're not real!"

He held his head and closed his eyes shouting at the ground.
"NO! SHUT UP!"

He got more stressed as a stillness set in. "Because..I don't know, I-I don't know!"

He listened again and was silent for a long time. "..I guess you could say that.." Then he calmed slightly.

I was in a confused trance for a bit but I finally stood up from my hiding spot and touched his shoulder with some hesitation.

"Phil?"

He nearly screeched and fell backwards, I caught him.

"Shit- I-I'm sorry Ranboo..I didn't know you were here.." He grabbed at his chest and let out a sigh. I didn't know what to do.

"No, it's alright! I mean..I kinda broke into your house.." I didn't know if it was the right choice to tell him about what I saw or not... I decided to let it slide for now and ask him about it when he's less stressed.

"That's fine, don't worry!" He gave me a soft smile, one that I hadn't seen in awhile.

He looked so tired and worn out and like he hadn't been eating nor sleeping enough lately...I'm worried.

"Hm, um well, me and Tubbo made you some things!" I grinned hopefully and handed the bag of pastries to him. 

He slowly took the basket and set it down on the table.

"Thank you so much! That means a lot to me....Is it alright if I hug you?" He awkwardly asked raising his shoulders a bit.

I happily nodded and we hugged for a pretty decent amount of time.

"It's my pleasure Phil!..I'm just a bit worried about you so I figured I'd do a good deed.", I shrugged.

His smile slightly withered, "That's really sweet of you, but i'm fine...don't worry.."

I didn't believe him but complied. After some more conversation, which was mostly about what's been going on in both our lives, we decided to go on a mining trip again! I hadn't been in awhile and we both needed resources anyways, plus it was fun and would hopefully help us both relax!

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This chapter is by SmallLittleBomb and RamBeeGotNoSleep !!!