When I'm all curled up, in his blanket, his coat, or his shirt. I try not to let the tears fall. My heart stops a beat... I silently fall picking my self back up only to fall again.
Meany of my friend, "He wasn't worth it!!"
"Yes he was!! He was and is everything to me!!!! Ilove him!!!" I walk away leaving them all in shock..
"How could she say such things?"
I start to cry, they never will see how much I love him, or how much he means to me.
My Dreams have fallen, my heart has sunken.
"It hurts" I tell him
"What hurts kitten?"
"My heart"
"I'm sorry kitten"
My heart falls.... how? How can I tell him that I love him? How could I show him....that I need him now more then ever... I lay there tonight crying, my family is asleep I am the only one awake still. The thoughts of what I did, what had.
"I'm so stupid" I scream over and over in my pillow. "God why was I so fucking stupid!?" Thinking back to meany of the memory's I had with him. The love and passion that we held, the passion in his eyes when we had sex.
My heart sinks more.. never will I ever love someone like I love my tiger!!!
He is the only one I will ever love!
Can they hear me? Can they hear the silent tears that stream my face?
Nope it's just me in my dark room...
I smile one last time before I start to drift off to sleep. "Ilovemy tiger" I whisper in to his blanket.
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True Love Forever!!
AléatoireA young girl, falls in love with a bad boy. He moves in to the navy after there 3 month Adversary. She is in love with him but he does not see how much she it trying to show him. How much she loves him. Something bad happens to her that she all most...
