Chaper eight: Lost...

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I have completely lost my self. In a sea of tears, in the pain I'm suffering. My eyes have gone cold as I see him with another.
My heart says "Don't you dear move on!!!"
My mind says "Don't wast your time waiting"
I don't know which to choose.. A chat bubble pops up on my screen,
"Hey gal!" One of my friend Adam says.
"Hey..." I say as I try not to sound so upset.
"What's wrong? Is it still getting to you?"
"I am afraid so!! I can't get my mind off him" at this time I am holding back the tears trying to roll down my face.
"We'll go for a run! Go for a walk! Do something!! I hate seeing you upset!" A faint smile comes up then fades as quickly as it came.
"No thanks, I would rather stay inside."
"Oh come on!! Please?"
"Nha, I'm gonna stay inside. Besides it's warmer in here."
"We'll fine! can I at lest try to make Princess Paige's day?" A small laugh leaves my mouth.
"I though you where not in to girls!?"
"We'll I'm not! But I was hoping to put that smile back on your face, even I it is a painful, and fake one!"
"We'll it did! But it's still fake."
"Darn! Oh we'll a fake one is better then nothing right? We'll I have to get back to work, talk to you later!"
"Yea! See yea!"
That was the end of it, lasted almost 30 mins... The longest I have had in a while from any of my friends. My conversations with Alex last longer, mainly because he is there.. All my other friends act like I'm not even alive... I feel lost at the though of people...

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