Chapter Ten: Change...

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Laying in bed with his things does not change one thing, all it does is kill me more. Remembering the fights, the long kisses, the hugs, the pleaser. It feels like I was never with him, Like I was one of those girls who hides behind her hood and never talks. I had a major crush on him when I was a freshmen, I feel like a child looking back at it. I was stupid!! I get a text from him saying "I had the same weird dream" I start crying. Now he sees it!..
"So I'm not the only one who feels that way?"
"No kitten your not"
" I wish there was....nvm..."
"A way for us to be together again?"
"Yes :,("
"I know"
I start crying wishing I had something of his to curl up in. I felt so lost, in so much pain. I wanted to feel his hugs have his kisses, I can't stop crying. I want my tiger back I scream in to my pillow.
Molly comes in "are you okay?"
"NO I'm not go away!!"
"Okay..."
"What the fuck did I just do.." tears streaming down my face. I hate that I fucked up so much.... my heart brakes as I try to fake a smile and say I'm fine. but deep down everyone knows I'm not.

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