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(tw : eating disorders)
vinnie's pov
I noticed that y/n has been eating less , a lot lately. When we first started dating , she told me she have eating disorders and I promised to be by her side while she's going through it. y/n never told me if she have any problem. apparently 'its not a big deal'. she over hydrated herself and barely even eat anything. as her boyfriend i wanna make her feel better.
"baby..." i softly knocked on her bedroom door. "come in..." her sweet voice makes my heart throb. i opened the door seeing my energy-less girlfriend laying on her bed giving me a wide fake smile. she had my brown zip up hoodie on and i couldn't tell what kind of pants is she wearing since she tucked herself under the soft furry blanket. "hi my love how are you?" i kissed her forehead and help her to sit up to rest her back against the headboard."hi vin , im good" she faked a smile. "did you eat anything today?" i asked as she made a guilty look. "y-yea i did" she lied. "what did you eat? gums and water?" i asked sarcastically , she shook her head 'no'. "i eat food vinnie" she huffed. "really? i didnt see any food in your fridge? its empty" i state as she broke eye contact. "i post-mates some food obviously" she scoff making me chuckle. "okay no time for all this cap , my love...let's go" i got up moving her blanket to the side , gently pulling her wrist to get up as well. "where are we going?" she sighed. i didn't answer but immediately pick her up from under her armpits. i brought her to the kitchen and placed her on the kitchen stool since i already bought some food and random groceries for her. she had a sorrowful look when she sees all the food.
"vinnie you don't have to-" I quickly cut her off by kissing her chapped lips. i took the sushi out of the paper bag and set it on the table and took out the blue gatorade i bought earlier. "vinnie im not hungry" she whines slowly pushing the food away. "baby you haven't eat anything in 3 days...you have to eat something my love" i demanded. "what if i throw up?" she mumbled. "come on im gonna feed you" i replied , as i sit on the other stool next to her. I opened the sushi container and started to slowly feed her. she took a little bite and munched on it slowly. "is it good" i asked placing a few strands of the hair that is in front of her face to the back of her ear. she weakly nod. "vinnie i'm full" she mumbled making me sighed. "a little bit more , do it for me baby..." i begged her. she finally give in and eat a little bit more of the food.
she ate three sushi and i asked her to drink some water. "good job baby , see you did it" i smile happily , congratulate her for finally eating. "sit here okay? i'll put the groceries away" i stated leaving a kiss on top of her head before getting up. i took out all of the groceries that contained snacks , candy , fresh fruits , veggies and some energy drinks.
15 minutes later i'm finally done with putting away the groceries. "let me help you to take a bath mmkay? i'll help you to get ready for bed and then we can do whatever you want" i suggested earning a nod and a small smile from her. we walked back into her room as i asked her to wait for me. i walked into the bathroom turning on the bathtub and setting it to warm water. i sprinkled some bath salts in it too. while waiting for the tub to be ready , i helped her to undressed herself. i then helped her to get into the tub. "clean yourself okay? call me when you're done and i'll help you to get in jammies" i murmured leaving another kiss on top of her head.
i waited 20 minutes until her soft voice calling me. "babe?? im done" she slightly yelled , i immediately got up to check on her. she already had a white soft towel wrapped around her beautiful body. i brought her into her room and help her to put on a shorts. after that , i took off the hoodie that im wearing and put it on her. "i know you love wearing the hoodie that i'm wearing" i smiled as she returned a cheeky smile. "they smell just like you" she exclaimed making me chuckle. i proceed to brush her hair and let it air dry.
"all done! what do you wanna do now? make out?" i playfully state as she hit my chest making me jolt backward. "im kidding my love" i kissed her lips. "can we continue to watch horimiya? the anime we watched last week?" she questioned earning a vigorous nod from me. i bend down and hugged her thighs , picking her up from the ground as she laugh and giggle asking me to put her down. i brought her to the living room plopping her down on the couch. i turned on the tv and select the episode that we're going to watch. i turned off the lights and walk to the couch laying on my back. i opened my arms wanting y/n to lay on top of me. she didn't hesitate and quickly lay on top of me , resting her head on my chest as i wrapped my arms around her back slightly caressing them.
"thank you vin , for taking care of me , but you really don't have to buy me a lot of groceries i can literally buy them anytime" she murmured. "you're my number one priority , baby. i have to make sure you eat enough food , drink a good amount of water and most importantly i have to make sure that you're happy and healthy" i kissed her lips passionately. she broke the kiss and continue to trail kisses from my cheek to my jaw. "i love you" she mumbled looking up at me smiling. "i love you more...my baby" i replied , gently pulling her head to lay back on my chest.
we continue to watch the anime until i heard soft snores coming from y/n. i dont wanna wake her up since she looks so comfortable being in this position. i reached out to grab the grey blanket and placed it on her back , making sure that she's feeling warm. i turned the tv off before placing another kiss on top of her head.
eventually , i fell asleep too holding my girlfriend in my arms. i couldnt expressed how happy i am that she's mine.
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i might do a shorter version of this in my other book.
‼️anyways , if you're going through any kind of mental illnesses or even eating disorders and you need someone to talk with , my pms are always open<3 dont be shy to open up to me because i will try my best to help you with advices‼️
i love all of you <3
