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𝗵𝗲𝗮𝗿𝘁𝗯𝗲𝗮𝘁

this one kinda angst but cute

y/n's pov

it's 3 am

i stared at the wall. deep in my own thoughts. i dont even know what i'm thinking about, but there's something in my mind. i just couldn't figure out what it is.

i turned my gaze to my side, seeing vinnie peacefully sleeping. one of his arms wrapped around my shoulder, with his face close to my neck. his pink tinted lips were slightly opened, leaving soft snores.

i closed my eyes, trying to go back to sleep. but there's something in my mind that keeps me awake.

as i was wondering about it, a tear slipped down my eye to my cheek. i quickly wiped it off. but only a few seconds later, more tears streaming down my face as i let my own thoughts eat me. my body started to move and shake in discomfort. its not that i'm uncomfortable being with him. i am uncomfortable with being in my own stupid thoughts.

vincent's pov

i felt her move around, thinking maybe she was just having a dream. i soothingly rubbed my thumb against her soft shoulder skin, didnt even bother to open my eyes to make sure she's okay.

my eyes fluttered opened when i felt some kind of water dropped on my cheek. i wiped it off before looking up at y/n.

she was crying, her body was cold even though we're both under the warm fuzzy blanket. tears rolled down her cheeks and her lips quivered. soft sobs leaving her lips.

i quickly but gently sit up.

"baby..what's wrong?" i whispered. i know how to handle her in this type of situation. i have to be calm, and not panic cause it might affects her as well. "hey hey look at me" i caressed her cheeks slightly wiping the tears. she looked at me, while trying to hold more tears from streaming down. "baby i'm here, what's wrong?" i asked, and she shook her head.

i pushed the blanket off us, and propped myself against the headboard. i gently pulled her arms so that she could sit up as well. she quickly sat on my laps, resting her face in the crook of my neck. i brought the blanket up and placed it on her back and then i slipped my hand under her shirt to caress her back.

she began to shake, and now i can hear her sobs. she began to cry, and her body felt so cold so i kept caressing her back and hugged her tighter to make her warm.

"what's wrong, baby?" i asked, as i gently ran my fingers through her wavy hair. "i dont know" she answered and her voice was muffled since she stuffed her face in the crook of my neck. "v-vin i cant breathe" she pulled her face out, as she looked at me. her lips quivering, red eyes and i could tell that her breathing wasn't steady when her chest rises heavily.

i'm starting to get panic when she told me she couldn't breathe, but i control my anxiousness.

"vinn i'm scared..i can't control my breathing" she cried getting more panic. "hey, look..i'm gonna help you, ok? calm down" i said calmly, as i took my shirt off. i grabbed one of her hand, kissing it before placing it on my chest right at the place where she could feel my heartbeat. i placed my hand on hers as well.

"you feel that?" i asked, as i pushed a few strands of her hair to the back of her ears. she nodded. "look at me, my love" i demanded but not in a pressuring state, but more in a calming manner. she looked up at me, making eye contact. "focus on my heartbeat yeah? don't panic, i'm here" i stated and she nodded focusing on my heartbeat. i looked at her as she was still trying to focus on my heartbeat and steady her breathing. "you're doing good baby, keep focusing on it" i reassured her.

i kept my breathing steady as well, because she was focusing on mine so it's important to keep myself calm in this type of situation.

after about 5 minutes, her breathing came back to normal. her chest started to rise in the way the should be and she doesn't seem to cry anymore.

she slowly pulled her hand away from my chest and i held both of her hands in mine and placed it on my stomach.

"do you wanna tell me what happened? is it a bad dream or something?" i asked, not wanting to pressure her to tell me about it. "i don't know vin..i just couldn't sleep and then i started crying and it was hard to breathe" she explained. "i didnt know it was going to be this bad..i've never had a panic attack like this before..it was controllable in the past, but i never expect it to be like this" she replied, as if she was sorry about her panic attack. "vin i'm so sorry, i made you stay up, i shouldn't be fucking dramatic about it" she apologized making me shook my head. "baby you didn't do anything wrong, this is what i'm here for. to take care of you and to keep you safe, dont be sorry. i'm glad you're comfortable when i helped you" i kissed her forehead.

"what did you do in the past when you were in this situation?" i asked. "i usually drink some tea and took a warm bath" she replied. "do you wanna take a bath? a bubbly warm one" i asked, smiling at her knowing that a bubbly bath makes her excited. "can you take a bath with me?" she shyly asked, making me chuckled. "of course!!" i peppered kiss her neck making her giggled. "v-vin that tickles" she laughed. "there you go. that's the smile i was searching for" i smiled and kissed her forehead again.

i picked her up before throwing her body over my shoulder and i held to her legs while bringing her to my bathroom. "vin don't drop me" she swung her legs as she wrapped her arms around me stomach. "i'm not gonna drop you baby, don't worry" i chuckled. i placed her on the bathroom counter and helped her to strip out of her shirt and shorts. after that, i filled the bathtub with warm water and poured her favorite soap in it.

after it was ready i picked her up and placed her in the bath before getting in as well. i sat behind her, letting her placed her head on my chest as i began soothingly caressed her shoulder and kissed her temple once in a while. we stayed in there for a good 20 minutes and i helped her to put on my hoodie and a sweatpants. she sat on the counter as i stood between her legs to brush her hair.

"gorgeous hair, pretty face, amazing personality, beautiful body..it feels too good to be truth to have you as my girl. god really do be giving me his most perfect creation ever" i complimented her to cheer her up and let her know that i am lucky to have her. "you made me realized my worth vinnie, thank you. i love you. a lot" she placed a loving kiss on my lips. "i love you more than anything, baby" i smiled.

i carried her to bed, and tucked her under the blanket. "want some tea?" i asked. "no i wanna cuddle" she pouted making me looked at her in awe. i walked over to my side, and got under the cover as well. i gave her a few more kisses on her lips and forehead.

"want me to spoon you?" i asked even though i already knew the answer would be yes. "mhmm pleaseee" she pleaded giving me a puppy dog eyes. i giggle at her action and laid down to spoon her. i wrapped my left arm on her body and held her hands in mine before placing it on her chest. i cuddled her close leaving no gap between us. "sleep well baby, wake me up if you need anything ok?" i exclaimed and she nodded. "okay. just cuddle me i'll be okay" she replied making me smiled to myself.

"i love you and thank you for taking care of me" she expressed again.

"you're welcome and i love you so much" i kissed the back of her head before drifting off to sleep with her.

this girl have no idea how much i love her. no words to describe this feeling. i'm so glad to hold her and keep her warm every night.

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haha imagine being single for christmas..

haha me too lol😍

do u guys want another part for the clingy chapter? it's basically just going to be them on the vacation but in the vinnie clingy situation yk.. let me know tho

i'll do it and then i have a request from someone to do!!

also bick things coming up before christmas so it's very very soon!! i hope you'll like it!!

vote if u want to and keep ur head up queen!